August 2ww and TTC thread 2018

[emshe]

Emshe what you wrote brought tears to my eyes as that is exactly how I felt and bought back so many memories both good and bad. The only thing different is I was ready to let it go completely and was so relieved rather than sad or regretful that my ttc journey was over. I was excited about looking for casual work and planning things with my boys. I'll never know why the universe seen fit to give me my girl after I gave up on her (any baby at that stage) so I'll hold onto the hope that as you move on with life and your beautiful boys, that you will be gifted in the exact same way You have a heart of gold and I truly will miss you and your wonderful, supportive posts Take care dear lady xo

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Oh pbn, I think part of the reason I went quiet was because I wished for my BFP for you as much as for me. You are such a special support, and I wanted to be able to stick around to keep in contact and enjoy your passion and wit forever.

Thank you for being you! Ill never forget xoxo

[Pbn3]

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[strawberrybella89]

Quick update. After that one positive test the opk were negative again until this morning they were super dark positive all day! Now my lame soon to be ex donor didn't show up and said he got delayed till tomorrow so hopefully the test today were my real positives and I have time. I'm feeling totally out this month

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[Thunderstruck7]

Oh Emshe my heart is aching for you.

I'm not good with words but I send all my love and virtual hugs to you.

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[Pbn3]

Strawberry how frustrating and inconsiderate of your donor. One cycle yeah ok that's understable but two in a row? Not exactly fulfilling the donor commitment requiredment...

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[emshe]

Emshe, Ive been in this forum for just a few months but gotten to know some incredible, smart, time- generous ladies, and you among them.
You are so right in that life passes by while we are “planning”... sons, or any child is really a gift we sometimes forget .. in no time they will be going to to college and dreaming of something else.
For you to pass time, I really recommend hearing the podcast of: How to Love your Boys by “at home with Sally”

Sometimes in this TTC journey we forget to make our home a “home” and cook something sweet, hear the little laughs of our little ones.

Its also hard being happy about all the BFPs and succesful sways when not being succesful personally. I believe we are capable of being happy for others but at the same time thinking: when will that be me? Will it someday?





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It is hard, yours will come happymommy I’m sure. Thanks for the podcast, I’ll try to have a listen


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[emshe]

Oh emshe , How beautiful and sad all in one ❤️. i can’t offer you anything other than a big virtual hug.
I can totally relate to the amount of energy that goes into this, but not to the extent it’s been for you.

Go enjoy your boys.
Go live and enjoy your family and life , & hope you find some peace in that .
My heart goes out to you, and wish you lots of healing at this time

Sorry hopeful I mixed my thanks up through the tears

I hope you continue on to fulfil your dream, ill be in the background cheering for you constantly

[emshe]

Emshe, the reply Kikurose wrote to your beautiful words says a lot of what I hope for you too. I hope you can find peace and freedom on letting go, and that you savor the sweetness and simplicity of life with your family without swaying, without planning. Sending hugs.

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Gafan thank you! I really hope I can somehow someday


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[emshe]

Oh Emshe my heart is aching for you.

I'm not good with words but I send all my love and virtual hugs to you.

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Thank you thunderstruck. All the best to you in your fun month


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[emshe]

Quick update. After that one positive test the opk were negative again until this morning they were super dark positive all day! Now my lame soon to be ex donor didn't show up and said he got delayed till tomorrow so hopefully the test today were my real positives and I have time. I'm feeling totally out this month

https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/474f80

Oh what a nuisance, hope he’s early tomorrow and you can put your feet up and enjoy the tww


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