Originally Posted by
hurrem
Thank you so much for your reassurances wildlyluna and MsDashwood <3
This is only my 2nd month of ttc so I even know it's silly to be overreacting at this stage, but I'm swaying blue and trying everything to up my chances of fertility. I felt so good about my attempts this cycle, everything was perfect. I dtd several times through the fertile window, and had some attempts eod after the window too just in case.
It sucks because when I wasn't ttc I was awaiting my signs of AF each month and noting what happened. This cycle when ttc my body decides to randomly have cramps from 6dpo and sore bbs, which I never ever get!! Like what the heck is my body doing, if I'm not pg why isn't AF here already so I can get an answer !?
Sorry for my rant ladies, I can't open up about this with anyone in real life, not even DH because he gets worried for me when I'm upset :( I just wish I KNEW what month I would have a bfp so I can stop stressing right now. This is my first baby and for all I know it can take months. Ttc and the tww feel like torture.