Lassie1982
August 9th, 2012, 06:44 AM
i can't help but wonder if there is any correlation between the intensity of the gender desire / disappointment and the time that it has taken to conceive.
IE - is the intensity of the gd LESSENED as the time to conceive INCREASES ??
My personal situation is that i have desperately wanted a daughter for a number of years.
We didn't TTC for many reasons, one of them being that i wanted a daughter - not another child.
As time past, that lessened, and we decided that we did in fact want another child, preferably a daughter - but would be ok with a boy aswell.
When we started to TTC at the beginning of the year I really really wanted a daughter - swayed super hard and super strict, had a genuine fear that i would experience a lot of gd if i fell pregnant with a boy.
as the time drags on and on and the BFN's keep rolling in i genuinely feel now that i wouldn't feel an ounce of disappointment if i had a ds...
maybe this was how it was meant to be? maybe I'm destined to have another boy - and life has thrown me this extended ttc time to make it so that i have no gd...
Anyways - enough waffle, has anyone had a similar situation?
Is the intense gd felt more so by those who fall pregnant within 3 months?
Is there less gd felt by those for whom TTC has taken an extended period of time? Does the extension of TTC time make us be more appreciative of any baby regardless of gender?
IE - is the intensity of the gd LESSENED as the time to conceive INCREASES ??
My personal situation is that i have desperately wanted a daughter for a number of years.
We didn't TTC for many reasons, one of them being that i wanted a daughter - not another child.
As time past, that lessened, and we decided that we did in fact want another child, preferably a daughter - but would be ok with a boy aswell.
When we started to TTC at the beginning of the year I really really wanted a daughter - swayed super hard and super strict, had a genuine fear that i would experience a lot of gd if i fell pregnant with a boy.
as the time drags on and on and the BFN's keep rolling in i genuinely feel now that i wouldn't feel an ounce of disappointment if i had a ds...
maybe this was how it was meant to be? maybe I'm destined to have another boy - and life has thrown me this extended ttc time to make it so that i have no gd...
Anyways - enough waffle, has anyone had a similar situation?
Is the intense gd felt more so by those who fall pregnant within 3 months?
Is there less gd felt by those for whom TTC has taken an extended period of time? Does the extension of TTC time make us be more appreciative of any baby regardless of gender?