Jenneilbluebell
August 13th, 2012, 07:59 AM
i just feel like i need to rant
ive got so obsessed with having a girl when we ttc number 4 i need to stop!!!! i keep telling myself that i need to prepare myself for having another boy,
i have names (3 that i cant choose from as they are so gorgeous lol) i keep looking at all the girly things in all the shops, im even feeling envious of friends that have girls, its never got to me so much before and never bothered me but it has now!!!
people dont help either ive had so many people say to me that "oh bet you want a girl next" or " oh dont you wish you had a girl" um YES i do and i dont need people like you saying that to me!!!!!!! :nono: it makes me upset inside so much!!!
im gonna try the low everything diet from now but ive got scared of actually ttc now (next year) because of the disapointment i will feel if its a boy, and number 4 is DEF our last one
i love my gorgeous boys so much with all my heart and just think a girl and a little sister for them would complete our family <3
sorry for ranting :(
ive got so obsessed with having a girl when we ttc number 4 i need to stop!!!! i keep telling myself that i need to prepare myself for having another boy,
i have names (3 that i cant choose from as they are so gorgeous lol) i keep looking at all the girly things in all the shops, im even feeling envious of friends that have girls, its never got to me so much before and never bothered me but it has now!!!
people dont help either ive had so many people say to me that "oh bet you want a girl next" or " oh dont you wish you had a girl" um YES i do and i dont need people like you saying that to me!!!!!!! :nono: it makes me upset inside so much!!!
im gonna try the low everything diet from now but ive got scared of actually ttc now (next year) because of the disapointment i will feel if its a boy, and number 4 is DEF our last one
i love my gorgeous boys so much with all my heart and just think a girl and a little sister for them would complete our family <3
sorry for ranting :(