Jennyb0125
August 13th, 2012, 03:24 PM
I feel like the worst mother ever!! I have been super emotional the last couple days, I really want to know my baby's gneder! It is driving me nuts! I really really want a son, I have 2 amazing daughters & I love them to pieces! I just want a new expereince because this will be our last. We had to go through IVF to get this baby, we have MF infertility. This is my husbands 1st, but he has been my daughters dad for 9 years now, he is awesome with them. My oldest is demanding it be a boy..lol
I just feel so guilty for wanting a son so badly, I will absolutely love a little girl if that's what we have, I love all the cool things they have for girls now, and I know girls!! lol But there is a big part of me that wants a son. I am really scared that I will feel the smallest amount of disappointment if we find out we are having a girl.
I cannot wait to find out so I can just find out we we are having & celebrate it, and if it's our princess I can get used to the idea.
I just feel so gulity for feeling this way!! Can anyone relate?
Please understand I will love this child, male or female so much, we wanted a baby so bad!
My best friend had her son in April & she really rubbed it in, just like she rubbed in when she got pregnant so fast when hubby & I were trying for quite awhile (We ended up having to do IVF with ICSI)! I just feel added pressure cause she knows how bad I want a boy, & she kept saying she wanted a girl but a boy would be cool too...ugh I think I will die if I have a girl just because I know she will rub it in!!
I am probably being an irrational witch, but thats how I feel today anyway...
Thanks ladies! Go team :DS:
Here is a pic of my 11w4d u/s..any clues to gender?
http://mob1173.photobucket.com/albums/r600/JennyB0125/IMG_1133.jpg
I just feel so guilty for wanting a son so badly, I will absolutely love a little girl if that's what we have, I love all the cool things they have for girls now, and I know girls!! lol But there is a big part of me that wants a son. I am really scared that I will feel the smallest amount of disappointment if we find out we are having a girl.
I cannot wait to find out so I can just find out we we are having & celebrate it, and if it's our princess I can get used to the idea.
I just feel so gulity for feeling this way!! Can anyone relate?
Please understand I will love this child, male or female so much, we wanted a baby so bad!
My best friend had her son in April & she really rubbed it in, just like she rubbed in when she got pregnant so fast when hubby & I were trying for quite awhile (We ended up having to do IVF with ICSI)! I just feel added pressure cause she knows how bad I want a boy, & she kept saying she wanted a girl but a boy would be cool too...ugh I think I will die if I have a girl just because I know she will rub it in!!
I am probably being an irrational witch, but thats how I feel today anyway...
Thanks ladies! Go team :DS:
Here is a pic of my 11w4d u/s..any clues to gender?
http://mob1173.photobucket.com/albums/r600/JennyB0125/IMG_1133.jpg