1pinkwish
February 16th, 2011, 02:17 PM
The world just feels so unfair sometimes! UGH!!
In the past 2 days, 3 people I know have had baby girls. All already had a mix. And somehow, with each new announcement, I just feel like the odds of it happening for me too are just less and less. :(
And this one girl in particular, really frustrates me. She has been so smug about the whole thing. And she actually was due just 3 days before me, and yet she was adament that she was having her baby early and obviously did. She complained about how the pregnancy was keeping her from being able to do her marathons. And it really bothered me cause before her gender u/s, she told everyone to pray for her that it would be another girl. And of course, she gets what she wants, and still has the gall to complain about insignificant things that she should have known were just a part of being pregnant. Overall I don't think she's been terribly uncomfortable, but sadly the baby was keeping her from being as "active" as she normall is. :sigh:
Well, yesterday was her birthday, and she posts on FB everyone pray real hard and maybe I'll get my baby girl as my birthday present today. And what do you know, she has her baby girl on her birthday just as she wished for.
I just don't get it! Why do some people merely have to wish for something and POOF--there it is for them, and others beg and pray and go to all kinds of extreme measures and it still doesn't happen for them?! :(
Times like this just get me down. I've got a little over 2 wks to go until my scheduled delivery, and hopefully I'll deliver before that anyway. But, I don't know, now I'm feeling like I don't really have any hope left that this will actually be a girl. :(
It's hard to really be happy either way when you see all the unfairness around you!
Just needed to vent again. Sorry!
In the past 2 days, 3 people I know have had baby girls. All already had a mix. And somehow, with each new announcement, I just feel like the odds of it happening for me too are just less and less. :(
And this one girl in particular, really frustrates me. She has been so smug about the whole thing. And she actually was due just 3 days before me, and yet she was adament that she was having her baby early and obviously did. She complained about how the pregnancy was keeping her from being able to do her marathons. And it really bothered me cause before her gender u/s, she told everyone to pray for her that it would be another girl. And of course, she gets what she wants, and still has the gall to complain about insignificant things that she should have known were just a part of being pregnant. Overall I don't think she's been terribly uncomfortable, but sadly the baby was keeping her from being as "active" as she normall is. :sigh:
Well, yesterday was her birthday, and she posts on FB everyone pray real hard and maybe I'll get my baby girl as my birthday present today. And what do you know, she has her baby girl on her birthday just as she wished for.
I just don't get it! Why do some people merely have to wish for something and POOF--there it is for them, and others beg and pray and go to all kinds of extreme measures and it still doesn't happen for them?! :(
Times like this just get me down. I've got a little over 2 wks to go until my scheduled delivery, and hopefully I'll deliver before that anyway. But, I don't know, now I'm feeling like I don't really have any hope left that this will actually be a girl. :(
It's hard to really be happy either way when you see all the unfairness around you!
Just needed to vent again. Sorry!