isabella13
December 8th, 2012, 08:32 AM
Hi Ladies,
I'm new around here, but was a member on IG when I was pregnant with my third baby. He will be 2 in April. I also have a 10 year old daughter and 6 year old son. prior to having children i always knew i wanted one of each gender. When i was pregnant with my first son, I had this gut feeling he was a boy, but the doc at the ultrasound told me girl. I was surprised, but started loving the idea of my dd having a sister as i do as well. we named the baby "Isabella" after my grandmother who passed 4 days after my ultrasound. the idea really grew on me. About 6 weeks later, i decided to do a 3d ultrasound where they told me the baby was indeed a BOY.
I was shocked! My poor 4 year old dd could not understand why her little sister turned into a little brother and would cry and pray to God to change the baby back. It was a rough couple of weeks but I got used to the idea of having a little boy! I honestly would not call it GD, but I did feel like I had lost this little girl I had already named and envisioned as part of our family! We thought our family was complete having one of each, but then I started dreaming of Isabella again. My Dh was happy with the 2 and didn't want a 3rd but we had an oops and sure enough I got pregnant! I felt this was a sign that it was meant to be and I would be getting my Isabella! I ended up miscarrying at about 6 weeks, and was devastated. We tried for a few months after and I got pregnant again. I really wanted a girl, but found out that the baby was a boy at 16 weeks! I would definitely say I had GD then. I cried a lot! Even had horrible feelings like why did I bother getting pregnant again! Not to mention, both of my sister in laws were pregnant at the same time and they were both having girls! About 95% of the IG ladies due in April were also having girls! Fast forward, baby is born and he is the cutest little thing. My GD disappeared and I would look at him and cry and feel guilty for having those feelings. He truly is my little sidekick, but I can't shake this feeling about wanting Isabella.
I dream about her. I see the name in personalized magazines all the time. I hear the name being called almost every time I am out in public. I watched baby stories the other day and they named the baby Isabella! I feel like she is around me. I had a strong feeling my miscarriage was a girl so maybe she's my angel. I'm not sure, but these feelings are back! That is how i found this site! i want to try again, but DH says hes done! Anybody else have this? Sorry it's so long!
I'm new around here, but was a member on IG when I was pregnant with my third baby. He will be 2 in April. I also have a 10 year old daughter and 6 year old son. prior to having children i always knew i wanted one of each gender. When i was pregnant with my first son, I had this gut feeling he was a boy, but the doc at the ultrasound told me girl. I was surprised, but started loving the idea of my dd having a sister as i do as well. we named the baby "Isabella" after my grandmother who passed 4 days after my ultrasound. the idea really grew on me. About 6 weeks later, i decided to do a 3d ultrasound where they told me the baby was indeed a BOY.
I was shocked! My poor 4 year old dd could not understand why her little sister turned into a little brother and would cry and pray to God to change the baby back. It was a rough couple of weeks but I got used to the idea of having a little boy! I honestly would not call it GD, but I did feel like I had lost this little girl I had already named and envisioned as part of our family! We thought our family was complete having one of each, but then I started dreaming of Isabella again. My Dh was happy with the 2 and didn't want a 3rd but we had an oops and sure enough I got pregnant! I felt this was a sign that it was meant to be and I would be getting my Isabella! I ended up miscarrying at about 6 weeks, and was devastated. We tried for a few months after and I got pregnant again. I really wanted a girl, but found out that the baby was a boy at 16 weeks! I would definitely say I had GD then. I cried a lot! Even had horrible feelings like why did I bother getting pregnant again! Not to mention, both of my sister in laws were pregnant at the same time and they were both having girls! About 95% of the IG ladies due in April were also having girls! Fast forward, baby is born and he is the cutest little thing. My GD disappeared and I would look at him and cry and feel guilty for having those feelings. He truly is my little sidekick, but I can't shake this feeling about wanting Isabella.
I dream about her. I see the name in personalized magazines all the time. I hear the name being called almost every time I am out in public. I watched baby stories the other day and they named the baby Isabella! I feel like she is around me. I had a strong feeling my miscarriage was a girl so maybe she's my angel. I'm not sure, but these feelings are back! That is how i found this site! i want to try again, but DH says hes done! Anybody else have this? Sorry it's so long!