klbr933
February 12th, 2013, 02:50 PM
I'm 17 weeks with baby 3. I have two adorable,loved, wanted boys.
I think I want a girl. But I don't know if I want a girl or if the world wants me to have a girl.
I lost my own sibling (a sister) nearly 2 years ago. My grandmother died shortly thereafter and now my own mothers health is failing. I was once surrounded by a group of women who leaned on eachother, laughed with one another, and it was nice. Now, I'm feeling so alone.
I'm scared if I have a girl she will be sick like my sister (depression).
I had a hard time when son 2 was announced boy at the 20 week ultrasound and upon his birth I FELL in LOVE but I struggled for the rest of the 20 weeks of pregnancy wanting a daughter. Now,this little boys energy has gotten me through the last two really awful years. So I was planning on going team green for this pregnancy but I think I really do want a daughter and am worried bout delivery and emotions and everything.
If you have made it ths far, thanks for reading. I feel like I have no one to talk to. And I guess I was wondering if anyone had some thoughts or tips on what I'm going through.
Thank you.
I think I want a girl. But I don't know if I want a girl or if the world wants me to have a girl.
I lost my own sibling (a sister) nearly 2 years ago. My grandmother died shortly thereafter and now my own mothers health is failing. I was once surrounded by a group of women who leaned on eachother, laughed with one another, and it was nice. Now, I'm feeling so alone.
I'm scared if I have a girl she will be sick like my sister (depression).
I had a hard time when son 2 was announced boy at the 20 week ultrasound and upon his birth I FELL in LOVE but I struggled for the rest of the 20 weeks of pregnancy wanting a daughter. Now,this little boys energy has gotten me through the last two really awful years. So I was planning on going team green for this pregnancy but I think I really do want a daughter and am worried bout delivery and emotions and everything.
If you have made it ths far, thanks for reading. I feel like I have no one to talk to. And I guess I was wondering if anyone had some thoughts or tips on what I'm going through.
Thank you.