SpicyTunaSushi
January 26th, 2014, 04:11 PM
Someone very close to me just had an opposite after two of the same. I am pg with my third after two girls.
I am so so happy for her, but I can't help feeling like I will feel alone and sad if DC3 is a girl. I talked to my husband a lot about it and although he wants a boy, he wants us to be rooting for a healthy baby. He is more scared that the baby might have problems based on stories he has heard lately.
So far, in my family, I am the only one with the same gender children and am scared that I will feel judged or even pitied. It is the pity that most concerns me- and the ways I might pity myself. I swayed for DD2 (although it was IG style and nothing like HE), and swayed for this one. I feel great about this sway and my intuition is leaning boy, but I know I might be wrong.
Society tends to look down on same gendered families- like we have bad luck. But, I know that God has selected each individual child and that gender doesn't matter. Each child is unique and really special. I believe that, but it is hard not to feel sad.
Anyway, I really needed someone to talk to about it, but feel afraid to come out to some of my friends.
I am so so happy for her, but I can't help feeling like I will feel alone and sad if DC3 is a girl. I talked to my husband a lot about it and although he wants a boy, he wants us to be rooting for a healthy baby. He is more scared that the baby might have problems based on stories he has heard lately.
So far, in my family, I am the only one with the same gender children and am scared that I will feel judged or even pitied. It is the pity that most concerns me- and the ways I might pity myself. I swayed for DD2 (although it was IG style and nothing like HE), and swayed for this one. I feel great about this sway and my intuition is leaning boy, but I know I might be wrong.
Society tends to look down on same gendered families- like we have bad luck. But, I know that God has selected each individual child and that gender doesn't matter. Each child is unique and really special. I believe that, but it is hard not to feel sad.
Anyway, I really needed someone to talk to about it, but feel afraid to come out to some of my friends.