Pinkmeup
May 28th, 2014, 04:16 AM
Hey ladies,
Never thought I would be posting here, seems so wrong. I was so excited to be expecting our fifth baby this December. Had a dating scan at 6 weeks that showed just one baby with a beating heart and was over the moon. Since then I have felt nauseous and exhausted, but good, and have been getting bigger. So was absolutely shocked when, after having v mild cramping and slightest amount of brown discharge on Monday they did a scan which showed no heart beat and that the baby had died at 7 weeks!! I cannot understand how I had no symptoms, no bleeding or any indication whatsoever that anything was wrong. Seems so unbelievably cruel. I don't know if I will have the strength to start all over again and risk going through this again.... I wonder if it's because I was strongly swaying pink. But i did all the right things too. Was taking folic acid and eating well as soon as I got that BFP. I'm so upset and so grateful to have my four sweet boys. They are also upset that they wont be getting their baby brother or sister for christmas as they were with me and know everything. Not fair is it? Should I try again soon as I can or count my blessings and forget my dream of having a daughter one day?
Never thought I would be posting here, seems so wrong. I was so excited to be expecting our fifth baby this December. Had a dating scan at 6 weeks that showed just one baby with a beating heart and was over the moon. Since then I have felt nauseous and exhausted, but good, and have been getting bigger. So was absolutely shocked when, after having v mild cramping and slightest amount of brown discharge on Monday they did a scan which showed no heart beat and that the baby had died at 7 weeks!! I cannot understand how I had no symptoms, no bleeding or any indication whatsoever that anything was wrong. Seems so unbelievably cruel. I don't know if I will have the strength to start all over again and risk going through this again.... I wonder if it's because I was strongly swaying pink. But i did all the right things too. Was taking folic acid and eating well as soon as I got that BFP. I'm so upset and so grateful to have my four sweet boys. They are also upset that they wont be getting their baby brother or sister for christmas as they were with me and know everything. Not fair is it? Should I try again soon as I can or count my blessings and forget my dream of having a daughter one day?