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[Nahri]

Well this could explain some things.... I had a pap 2 weeks ago mostly due to yeast infection that flared up so they wanted to check if it was yeast. I get the call today Abnormal Cervical cells and I need to be seen ASAP by next weekend to have a colposopy to analyze these cells for cancer. I am absolutely beside myself right now with worst case scenarios about removals no more kids etc etc if this becomes cancerous. What if I DID get pregnant this cycle and then they say I have a problem and/or cancer? Today has not been a good day.
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[nuthinbutpink]

I'm sorry. I had this happen once and it was totally fine. I hope everything turns out ok for you.

[Nahri]

Yeah I try to stay in the positive and not dwell on the what ifs but my silly brain never allows that to happen. I do wonder though if thats why no BFP for 5 tries or if its just because we are using such restrictive methods. I cant prove that one either way so thats gonna eat at me the worst I think.

[maidentomother]

Most abnormal paps turn out to be nothing or something minor, which often the body heals on its own (I've experienced both). Fx it's no big deal in your case. If you are pregnant, it's not necessarily problematic either.

[BlessedMomma]

Im sorry ur going thru this. Ive known a ton of ladies who have had abnormal paps and then turn out 2 be nothing myself included. I was pregnsnt with ds 1 and they did the routine pap and it came back abnormal. My ob did further testing while i was 3 months pregnant, i forgot what she did exactly but i was fine. And after i gave birth she did a repeat pap and all was fine and has been ever since (6yrs). Trynot to stress

[BlessedMomma]

And i dont think its stopping u from getting pregnant. I think swaying 4 a girl just makes it so much harder.

[Boysway]

I sure hope it's nothing. I also had an abnormal pap many years ago, thankfully mine ended up being fine. I also know others who needed treatment and went on to have kids. I truly hope it's the same for you.

[bluebonnet22]

Fingers crossed for good news! I'm sure it's nothing, positive thoughts sent your way !

[Mamato3?]

I also had this experience early this year.
I did some DNA testing and it turned out negative.
But it did stress me a lot and i spent lots of hours reading worst case scenarios.
At some point I thought "what the heck, it is what it is, if it is something I will fight it but I can't spend my days in this negativity"
So I relaxed and waited for the results just trying to do things that please me.
As I said the test came back negative but I did spend about a week feeling miserable and worried sick, also withdrawn from DH and children.
Bottomline my suggestion is to try to be calm (I know it is difficult) and try to think positive about it.
I do believe that our thoughts influence any matter that we focus on.
I have to say though, that this experience helped me see things from another prespective and value my everyday life, with all the ups and downs of it.
I truly wish you all the best!!!

[Nahri]

I think the part that worries me the most is it wasnt a lets just take a closer look phone call it was you NEED a biopsy NOW so we can send it to oncology. Its going to interrupt my 2WW so I will have no idea if this cycle took or not by the time they go poking around and I would rather them not biopsy anything even though its a low miscarriage chance I just dont want to take that low chance.

[atomic sagebrush]

This has happened to pretty much everyone I know and it never turned out to be anything except in my 80 year old grandma.

FX and TX that this is just one of those cases where it's a false alarm.

[blueeyedguys]

I'd get a second opinion/second PAP done before going for a biopsy, personally. The false positive rate is pretty high.

[Nahri]

Id planned on getting just the part of the colposcopy part done where they use the high powered magnification to take a look but as far as the biopsy no way in heck. I have a neurological disorder so that kind of pain will be magnified and I don't think I can take it.

[Nahri]

It was done today. 2 punch samples taken. Now we wait. it sucks that the urine test was neg for pregnancy, but I had that done with DS 1 even closer to my AF day than I am now and it was neg so I hold out hope. I can tell you this it hurt like a very long line of expletive language even with all the drugs they put me on and the local anesthetic! Stupid neurological disorder!

[True Blue]

Good luck with everything Nahri x

[atomic sagebrush]

I"m sorry it hurt but glad it's over!!

[Mamato3?]

Good luck with the results!