What is going on???

[I've got the blues]

I have no idea what is going on with my body right now! I was always at a 28 day cycle then after I started the diet I lost about 15-20 lbs taking me straight to 100 lbs. Then my cycles went to 38 day. I have been ttc for months and months now with no such luck and I have noticed the past few months I was getting 6 days of +opks, (that's using 2 different brands on the same days). So we started doing the every 4 days and still no BFP. Well I started to gain weight, about 5 lbs and my cycle went straight back to 28 days. My question is was my weight to low and was I not even ovulating at all and now that I went up in weight this month will I start actually ovulating! I'm just scared now that I messed everything up by going up in weight! I had one week where I was just so frustrated with everything and did not want to spend all of my summer holidays eating next to nothing when everyone was standing around the BBQ!!! The weight came on so fast with doing so little and bam AF arrived a week early! Should I stop ttc for a few month or keep on going? Also should I try and stay at the 105 if it's what's going to get me to ovulate?

[atomic sagebrush]

Yes, your weight was probably too low.

I can't tell you if you were ovulating or not. If you got AF, the odds are very likely that you were ovulating, just later than you thought/expected to.

The weight gain has not been super effective for us, we've had blue sway opposites with moms who gained and pink sway opposites with moms who lost weight. Overall it does help a little but if you lost that much weight, you're still swaying pink even though you had to regain a bit.

I think you should just hold steady and give your body time to catch up to yourself. YES continue to TTC!!