HopingWishingPraying
September 5th, 2011, 10:24 AM
Hello everyone!
Just wanted to introduce myself. I am an Australian mum who has just come over from IG (when IG was down one day a number of months ago I was googling "gender swaying" to continue my daily obsessing, and was delighted to find this site). I have 3 little boys, one who has just turned 5, one who is almost 3 and my "failed IG sway" baby boy (hate to call him that) who is 7 weeks. Between my first 2 boys I had a pregnancy that I swayed for with lime douches and cranberry supps, that baby was a girl but we lost her at 9 weeks.
With my last little baby I did a very full on "kitchen sink" sway. I did VERY strict IG diet for 4.5 months (not a morsel but IG permitted foods passed my lips for the entire time basically), I lost 8 kilograms, I took my post BD pH down to 3.3 with lime douches, I spent more than $1000 on ionising equipment that I used everywhere I went for months on end, I took all the supps, my husband was fully on board with swaying with all the supps and full IG diet too. I was fairly convinced that my sway would have been successful and was quite devestated when we found out we were expecting a third boy at 19 weeks. I was pretty depressed for the rest of the pregnancy, but I fell in love with my little man within 24 hours of his birth and am closely bonded with him now, but continue to feel extremely sad and anxious about not having a daughter. My GD and gender desire / obsession continue to rule my life and I find that thoughts about gender and wanting a daughter are never out of my mind for even an hour. I feel like I sleep, eat and breathe these thoughts 24/7 (even waking in the night to think about it more) which I hate but seem to be incapable of changing no matter how hard I try. I am constantly thinking about my sway for next year as I would like to try for number 4 beginning diet in July 2012 and trying in September 2012 when DS 3 will be 14 months. I have been reading many things on this site for a while and have a number of questions that I will pose at some point as I try to figure out my sway plan. Will be great to hang out here and have like-minded people to chat too, as GD is SOOO isolating.
I am attaching a link to my sway with my third boy below:
http://www.in-gender.com/cs/forums/t/204076.aspx
Thanks so much Atomic for your huge amount of work and your detailed explanations on this wonderful site!
Just wanted to introduce myself. I am an Australian mum who has just come over from IG (when IG was down one day a number of months ago I was googling "gender swaying" to continue my daily obsessing, and was delighted to find this site). I have 3 little boys, one who has just turned 5, one who is almost 3 and my "failed IG sway" baby boy (hate to call him that) who is 7 weeks. Between my first 2 boys I had a pregnancy that I swayed for with lime douches and cranberry supps, that baby was a girl but we lost her at 9 weeks.
With my last little baby I did a very full on "kitchen sink" sway. I did VERY strict IG diet for 4.5 months (not a morsel but IG permitted foods passed my lips for the entire time basically), I lost 8 kilograms, I took my post BD pH down to 3.3 with lime douches, I spent more than $1000 on ionising equipment that I used everywhere I went for months on end, I took all the supps, my husband was fully on board with swaying with all the supps and full IG diet too. I was fairly convinced that my sway would have been successful and was quite devestated when we found out we were expecting a third boy at 19 weeks. I was pretty depressed for the rest of the pregnancy, but I fell in love with my little man within 24 hours of his birth and am closely bonded with him now, but continue to feel extremely sad and anxious about not having a daughter. My GD and gender desire / obsession continue to rule my life and I find that thoughts about gender and wanting a daughter are never out of my mind for even an hour. I feel like I sleep, eat and breathe these thoughts 24/7 (even waking in the night to think about it more) which I hate but seem to be incapable of changing no matter how hard I try. I am constantly thinking about my sway for next year as I would like to try for number 4 beginning diet in July 2012 and trying in September 2012 when DS 3 will be 14 months. I have been reading many things on this site for a while and have a number of questions that I will pose at some point as I try to figure out my sway plan. Will be great to hang out here and have like-minded people to chat too, as GD is SOOO isolating.
I am attaching a link to my sway with my third boy below:
http://www.in-gender.com/cs/forums/t/204076.aspx
Thanks so much Atomic for your huge amount of work and your detailed explanations on this wonderful site!