SweetLily
June 4th, 2016, 05:46 PM
Hi ladies,
Been super busy, went to court last week so had to do lots to prepare. Was lovely. I LOVE ex husbands!
In the midst of all this insanity, I actually ovulated this month and got a really faint bfp this morning! Ia m 11 dpo, I know with the last one I was like 17 or 18 dpo when I got a light but obvious bfp...both my girls were like that. Last time I had been spotting for 6 days and had started about 11 or 12 dpo, this time the spotting started the morning of 9 dpo. By last night I went to the drug store cause I have been queasy too, and there is was this morning. Its too light to get a decent photo of. I am going to test again on monday and see if its sticky (for the moment at least). I don't feel very confident, I have been on anxiety meds since I lost Missy a few months ago and they lower your egg quality. Ive been taking ubiquinol and royal jelly in larger doses, as well as a growth hormone that improves your eggs but we weren't going to try for 2 more months.
The sheer irony, the more careful I try to be the worse it gets! Last month the condom came right OFF inside me, (LMAO), and this month I told DH to withdrawn and used not one but TWO sheets of my spermacide film, and instead of having extra protection they fell out in one big glob an our after! I wasn't too concerned cause I didn't ovulate the last 2 cycles and didn't really know if I would, but I temped every day and there it was, O 2 days (about 36 hours) after my spermacide fiasco. I told DH we just have to be more careful than that for the next two months (abstinence maybe?!).
I have heard weird stories of this as your fertility is coming to an end, your body's last push to pop out little ones for the last few years before meno. Maybe that's why I'm extra fertile? IDK.
Will update on monday with a solid bfp or a straight bfn. I think I will know by then.
Thanks, just wanted to update.
I feel freaked right out. I wasn't sure I wanted to get pregnant at all after last time, tho I did see an OBGYN 2 weeks ago that told me we could go ahead and start trying any time and SHE said she thought everything would be ok next time. I told her I didn't share her optimism, but sometimes you need to borrow faith from someone else for a while to get through.
Either way, will update monday morning. LOL, fertilty friend says my EDD will be valentines day... You can see my chart here:
5918a4 Ovulation charts on FertilityFriend.com (http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5918a4)
Been super busy, went to court last week so had to do lots to prepare. Was lovely. I LOVE ex husbands!
In the midst of all this insanity, I actually ovulated this month and got a really faint bfp this morning! Ia m 11 dpo, I know with the last one I was like 17 or 18 dpo when I got a light but obvious bfp...both my girls were like that. Last time I had been spotting for 6 days and had started about 11 or 12 dpo, this time the spotting started the morning of 9 dpo. By last night I went to the drug store cause I have been queasy too, and there is was this morning. Its too light to get a decent photo of. I am going to test again on monday and see if its sticky (for the moment at least). I don't feel very confident, I have been on anxiety meds since I lost Missy a few months ago and they lower your egg quality. Ive been taking ubiquinol and royal jelly in larger doses, as well as a growth hormone that improves your eggs but we weren't going to try for 2 more months.
The sheer irony, the more careful I try to be the worse it gets! Last month the condom came right OFF inside me, (LMAO), and this month I told DH to withdrawn and used not one but TWO sheets of my spermacide film, and instead of having extra protection they fell out in one big glob an our after! I wasn't too concerned cause I didn't ovulate the last 2 cycles and didn't really know if I would, but I temped every day and there it was, O 2 days (about 36 hours) after my spermacide fiasco. I told DH we just have to be more careful than that for the next two months (abstinence maybe?!).
I have heard weird stories of this as your fertility is coming to an end, your body's last push to pop out little ones for the last few years before meno. Maybe that's why I'm extra fertile? IDK.
Will update on monday with a solid bfp or a straight bfn. I think I will know by then.
Thanks, just wanted to update.
I feel freaked right out. I wasn't sure I wanted to get pregnant at all after last time, tho I did see an OBGYN 2 weeks ago that told me we could go ahead and start trying any time and SHE said she thought everything would be ok next time. I told her I didn't share her optimism, but sometimes you need to borrow faith from someone else for a while to get through.
Either way, will update monday morning. LOL, fertilty friend says my EDD will be valentines day... You can see my chart here:
5918a4 Ovulation charts on FertilityFriend.com (http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5918a4)