My goodbye for now - a poem

[Pbn3]

Hi all, I'm stepping away for awhile but thought I'd leave you all with something I penned this afternoon (after many wines 😂) and yes I know I'm weird lol but I have no one IRL to share my feelings with...

Just have a look at me smiling
Lucky you can't see beneath
The sadness that I feel inside
So overwhelming

I still laugh at funny pictures
And write my funny texts
But little do you understand
I've been through life's hardest test

For those that know I've lost a bub
Before they're even born
You're weeks are all just new ones
Yet everyday I mourn

While you try your best to comfort me
With 'verses' well rehearsed
None of it means anything
Doesn't lessen all my hurt

Months have passed and days tick by
To you I'm yesterdays news
Yet here I am sobbing inside
This month was my date due

I know you just dont get it
And pray god you never do
This feeling of hopelessness
I'd NEVER wish on you

So forgive me if I drink to much
Or say things out of line
I'm going through something
I'd NEVER wish on ANYONE in my life

I feel broken up and shattered
And you will not understand
That I long for just another chance
To be pregnant once again

But that's ok and like I said
I don't want you where I am
I know misery loves company
But this time she is BANNED

For I'm hopeful for the future
But terrified as well
I hope my rainbow baby comes

And for all those that have miscarried

I HOPE YOURS DOES AS WELL

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[Pink Pony]

Xxxx Pbn, have faith that your day will come, never stop believing.

[Pbn3]

Thank you pinkpony xxoo I so so hope to see you with a bfp when I come back!!!

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[purple]

I hope you will be back again soon Pbn with some happy news.

Until then take care xx

[twointow83]

Much love hun. This is beautiful.

[Magical22]

Beautiful! Sorry but I'm not saying goodbye I'll continue to message you [emoji846]

Your turn come October [emoji179][emoji166]


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[XXforhubby]

Awe! Huge hugs sweetie! I don't do goodbye's [emoji6], and I'll message you from time to time for updates!

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[atomic sagebrush]

:heart: please let us know how you're getting on. You've always been such a help and I hope to hear from you very soon with good news.

[essnce629]

I'm crying reading this Pbn3. I feel the exact same way and have thought of leaving the boards. (((HUGS))) to you and feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk and be depressed together.

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[netti02]

Hugs pbn. Hope your back with good news 😙

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[Pink Pony]

Thanks Pbn, I hope so too. Running out of steam :(

[Serenity]

Miscarriage sucks. I had a very early one last December (right before Christmas, of course), and I'm still not totally over it.

I hope your rainbow baby comes soon. :hug2: