Abundant April 2ww - Part 2

[Pbn3]

Iwant4kids I joined in September 2014, purchased a personalised plan for pink in December 2014 or January2015? Started le diet March 2015 (I had already lost 12kgs on my own prior to this) had first cycle trying May/June 2015. Stopped swaying October? 2015. On and off le diet since then but mainly to lose weight I'd inevitably put back on. Three mc's last year, Jan, June and December. Went mental and almost alcoholic after 2nd miscarriage (there was other things that happened during this time that contributed to my mental state) ended up on antidepressants in October and was sooooo much better by December so I coped very well with the 3rd miscarriage. I've been in and out of these 2ww groups as many times I would end up feeling jaded and somewhat bitter about always being left behind and I HATED feeling that way. So I'd take a break, regroup and get my head back to the right state and rejoin :) I have loved being a part of this 2ww for my last cycle trying, I couldn't have asked for a better bunch of ladies 😚 I feel no jealously, bitterness or anything remotely like that which just proves to me I am finally mentally and emotionally healed and ready to move on whatever the outcome. It's very liberating to feel this way and that is likely where my happiness and positivity is stemming from. I am truly so excited about everyone's journey here and I will have to check in (stalk 👀) until you all do!

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[IWant4Kids]

PBN3 - I'm so sorry for your losses :( What a rollercoaster you have been on. Your support for others is amazing, especially considering what you've been through. I HOPE WITH ALL MY HEART that this is your take home baby. You totally deserve this, as does everyone. How many boys do you have?

[Pbn3]

Thank you Iwant4kids and I'm very sorry for your impending loss :(

I have two boys ages 5 and almost 3. My youngest is at that delightful age where everything he does and says is so cute I could eat him all up ❤ my oldest is my shadow and has started prep this year! He is so smart and its wonderful to watch his mind evolve! He's such a sponge and absorbs everything!! All mine and dh's family comment on his memory. In saying all this they are absolute terror heads a lot of the time and fight terribly 😠😠😠 but when they are getting along its just gorgeous to watch!

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[Shannshaff]

Thank you Iwant4kids and I'm very sorry for your impending loss :(

I have two boys ages 5 and almost 3. My youngest is at that delightful age where everything he does and says is so cute I could eat him all up ❤ my oldest is my shadow and has started prep this year! He is so smart and its wonderful to watch his mind evolve! He's such a sponge and absorbs everything!! All mine and dh's family comment on his memory. In saying all this they are absolute terror heads a lot of the time and fight terribly ������ but when they are getting along its just gorgeous to watch!

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Pbn3 - you described my boys to a T!!! They are terror heads and fight all the time, but are so super sweet and special all at the same time. HUGS to you and that you are finally at peace with your journey no matter what the future holds for you.

[maximbella]

Pbn, what a journey you've been through!! My heart goes out to you for all that you've been through, and I am praying that THIS is your month for a take home baby! I'm happy to hear that you're at peace either direction, but do have everything crossed for you! And your chart looks great to me!!

Someone asked about my chart... My temps did go up on CD26&27, but DH let me sleep in those days and so my temps were higher than normal. I don't think I actually ovulated those days, and along with the awful cramps from Sunday, I think I o'd Sunday evening, which puts me O on CD28 and last BD on CD23.

My story...have two awesome girls, 5 & 7. I always thought we were done, never had any interest in more than my two. I come from a family of 4 girls and loved my experience, my sisters are my best friends, but I always wanted to be able to spend more time with each child, which my mom never got to do with me growing up. Around 6 months ago, a friend of mine that has 2 girls announced to our friends that she was expecting a 3rd, which turned out to be another girl. I was so happy for her, but also realized that I was somewhat jealous...after talking about it endlessly to DH and close friends, I realized that if I'm thinking about a 3rd, I'm not quite done. Fast forward several months which it took me to convince DH to consider going for #3...and here I am, 3 months of TTC unsuccessfully. Praying that we can have another little lady join our family! :HH:

[Lolabelle]

Wow pbn & Iwant4kids, thanks for sharing your stories! Both of you are amazing support to have in this 2WW group! Iwant4kids-the line def does look darker, hope you know one way or the other soon, but you sound like you're in a good place.
Moma & Pbn-you need to be together in the ddg!!!
Pbn-I want to believe that the headache, nausea & eczema are early signs, but is it possible to have such nausea & not a BFP yet? I haven't thrown up, but still feel super nauseated!! Maybe I have a stomach virus?? I tried a wondfo this PM & still a BFN, want to save the frer & my other early test for tomorrow AM.
Skyblue-you do sound patient!! My boys are 19 months apart & full of energy 2 & 3. I posted the pic through the web version, so maybe I'll try posting through tapatalk & maybe you can see it pbn??


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[momamia4]

Lola, I had nausea for a a fully week before I got a bfp with my last pregnancy, so it's definitely possible for you too!

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[srg09cag11]

Hi! Thanks for asking about me.
I *think* I'm 5dpo today, but that's really just 5 days past positive opk? I don't temp or chart, so it's a lot of guesswork. I stopped taking my BC pills with my November cycle, and last time I did that to try to get pregnant, it took us 7 months. That was before I'd heard of swaying.

My story: I had two girls first who are 23 months apart. They are both inseparable and at each other's throats interchangeably. We were trying to decide whether to do a third and final close after my DD2 or to take a break and do two more kids. We went for the third. It was my long-desired DS, but he had a very severe heart condition. Despite surgery soon after birth, he passed away unexpectedly in my arms at six weeks old. Within 7 months of his birth, we very quickly conceived DD3, who is a joy despite being a sway opposite. :) Now, I'm back for one final baby! I really, really want another son, but I'm at the point where I'd also like my DD3 to have the close relationship her two older sisters have with each other. At four years younger, she's often left out in the cold. hehe

[AshFind]

So many big stories here I really hope it works out for everyone.
Pbn I don't think any of us would have guess anything you've been through because of the great support you are for everyone here. You truly are amazing.
Srg I couldn't imagine loosing a baby in my arms that would be a worst nightmare.


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[Pbn3]

Oh wow srg I'm so so sorry :( I have always said to myself when I think I've had it bad that someone else has had it worse and you have just proved it in spades. My heart goes out to you and thank you so much for sharing your story 💔. Gosh I hope so much that you have conceived this cycle and will quickly add that I would consider you 4dpo if your pos opk was 5 days ago. When will you test?

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[srg09cag11]

I can't do it too soon! I drive myself nuts! Probably some time next week if I can wait that long. I have just one frer, so I have to be conservative. Haha


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[srg09cag11]

Also, thanks for the support. I never really talk about what happened because then I just cry. Even writing it here to virtual strangers has put me into tears.


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[Pbn3]

I bet it would and I was thinking that very thing as I read your post. Huge hugs and hope you're ok. I don't think anyone but those that have walked in your shoes can fully understand your pain xx

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[maximbella]

Wow srg!!! Thank you for sharing your story! Prayers and hugs! ❤️


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[momamia4]

Srg, I've also lost a son, ds3. He was 15 weeks old when he died. It is truly the worst pain anyone could experience. If you ever need to to talk, just pm me!! :)

I had my boys very young. About 6 months after ds3 died, I fell pregnant with ds4. I got my tubes tied after ds4 (in 2006) because I couldn't bear another pregnancy. It took me a long time to heal. I got my tubes untied in Feb 2015. I've been ttc ever since. My RE put me on clomid in the June 2015 and I got pregnant in July. I miscarried. It was horrible. I did a few months of ntnp. By Feb 2016, I had not conceived again, so my RE did a hsg and said both of my tubes were blocked again. I was devastated. Then I got a surprise bfp in my June 2016 cycle. Again, I miscarried. I then did a few cycles of progesterone support thinking that would solve the problem but no bfp. So, last cycle I started injectables (gonal-f). It's been 2 years since I started ttc again so this is my last cycle. Dh and I don't have it in us to keep trying. FX we all get our bfps but I'll honestly be just fine if I don't get one. I'm ready to move on with my life and spend time with my wonderful boys!! 😁

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[netti02]

Wow ladies thankyou for sharing your stories. Sometimes its just the perspective one needs. Fx you get your BFPs xx

Fx for those testing soon.

My horrible antibiotics have caused thrush 😦 not impressed at all. Back to work tonight aswell 😑

Im not sure where my heart is right now with TTC anymore particularly without DH on board. Im going to have to take some time to think. Not sure where ill find it 🤣

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[Pbn3]

Huge hugs momamia xx it never gets easier hearing your story :( I am so thankful to have met you, you truly are an inspiration ❤

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[Pbn3]

Netti sorry to hear you're confused about things at the moment. Give it time and clarity will eventually shine through! Or maybe you'll receive a sign one way or another.

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[maximbella]

Wow, moma!!! I am so sorry to hear about your losses. You guys are all incredibly strong women!!

Netti, I hope that you find the answers. My DH isn't too onboard for moving further along if this month doesn't work out. I also am in the same shoes....

[momamia4]

Thanks ladies! :)

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[AshFind]

So sorry netti and max for dh not being on board. I had to get mine to agree because I had to get my iud out. I just try to keep it all low key he knows I bought a mound of tests but I'm trying not to show the emotional side of this to him because that's what usually makes him break and ask me something like "well why aren't you just happy with us" not that I've heard hat a time to two !


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[netti02]

Ikwym Ash. The only thing that keeps me sane is the fact we haven't had permanent forms on contraception yet.

DH hasn't booked for anything and neither have I. I hate talking to him about it as it leaves a big dampener on us and DH likes to blame himself for only being able to give me boys.

Part of my heart is saying its HT or nothing. Im not sure how Id feel if I was expecting again and the anxiety leading up to finding out.

I don't know. Hoping there's a miracle out there somewhere...

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[Lolabelle]

Wow, thank you all for sharing your stories! I am so sorry for your losses pbn, srg & Moma! I can't even imagine and admire your strength-truly inspiring! All that you've been through & yet you still manage to help others. Fx sooo hard that this last cycle makes all of your dreams come true!!!
Maxim-somehow I missed your story when I posted. Fx you get your 3rd little princess!!!!
AFM, my story is very simple. I always wanted twins, but instead have 2 rambunctious & adorable boys 19 months apart...might as well be my twins :) All of you were here for my for my first CP & I TRULY appreciate the support! It's sad enough losing the hope & dreams of what could've been, but absolutely can't imagine losing a baby further in pregnancy or after meeting your precious baby!!! I seriously would cry the "ugly cry" thinking about all of this right now, but luckily my friend Zoloft helps me keep this under control lol. IRL, many see me as happy & positive...while this is true, I have major anxiety...the what-ifs that keep me up at night. I really don't like feeling dependent on meds, but just a small dose really does wonders! This group is a wonderful way to help each other through the hard times & celebrate the happy news!! :) Thank you all!!


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[Lolabelle]

Moma-thanks for the encouragement! Not happy to hear that you had early nausea, but happy to hear that it is possible! I spoke too soon and threw up 3 times in a row this evening and feel a little better. I never had nausea until about 6 weeks with my boys, so I have convinced myself that it's too early to feel this way & it must be a stomach virus....


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[momamia4]

I'm sorry your not feeling well, Lola. I hope it is pregnancy related!! :) Ginger pills help me with nausea.

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[AshFind]

Bfn tonight ladies. Bought more frer geared up for the next few days and I will try not to waste them in the evenings


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[momamia4]

Ash, I'm sure it's just because it's so early :)

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[Pbn3]

Sounds like a plan Ash. I think you'll have a decent squinter tomorrow morning!! Hope I'm still awake when you test! I doubt it though, will probably be my midnight 😂😂 fx fx fx!!!!

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[AshFind]

Let's see pbn it will be in about 9.5hours. I'm thinking it's a good thing it's completely negative tonight so hopefully it wasn't just an evap line. I did tear it apart again so I could compare. And an hour after ripping it apart lol there isn't a line like this morning. So scared to test in the am I think I've jumped the gun on this one


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[Pbn3]

Oh yay there's a chance I'll be up then! It will be 10pm here but I usually get up for the toilet about 11pm so if I fall asleep early I'll check in then 😉

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[Lolabelle]

Ash-fx your line is there tomorrow...and darker!! It's probably just early & some tests pick it up & others don't, especially if it's not as concentrated like FMU! I'll be on the lookout for your update! It's almost 11 here...is it almost 10 where you are?


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[Skyblue]

Wow. I am an absolute emotional mess reading your stories Srg,momma and Pbn. You ladies are so strong and so supportive. Truly an inspiration. Respect and hugs. I wish you all get the desires of your heart. Fx fx sooo hard.
Pbn - How many hours now? I agree with Ash that no one would have guessed all that you have been through because you are soooo awesome in cheering us all.
Ash - I pray the morning test brings good news and super dark lines.
Netti and Maxim - Hope and pray that your dh get onboard and you can start moving forward full
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[Skyblue]

Sorry posted too soon.
Lollabelle - Sorry you aren't feeling good and hope it's because of pregnancy. I know a lot of women who are fine one minute and the next minute they have a bfp, terrible
Nausea kicks in. Fx
Pbn - I only get acne before AF which I noticed a few days back. But I
Only can tell AF is coming when it actually starts. I am too bad at reading any signs from
My body.


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[Pbn3]

Hi sky! I'm still 3 sleeps away from testing :) So when would you normally expect af? Is it a day this week it would normally come? I can't believe how controlled you're being with your testing!!

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[Skyblue]

Hi sky! I'm still 3 sleeps away from testing :) So when would you normally expect af? Is it a day this week it would normally come? I can't believe how controlled you're being with your testing!!

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I have a 28 day cycle so my af should come anytime in next two days. But this month I ovulated one day late on cd17. So don't know if that would delay af a couple of more days. You know I was surprised to see that I m on cd26. I guess I will know soon. It's 9dpo.


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[Pbn3]

Are you sure I can't convince you to go and get an frer for morning?

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[Skyblue]

Are you sure I can't convince you to go and get an frer for morning?

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Awww. You totally can. I will surely get it. Tomorrow will
Be 10 dpo. Will it still work?


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[Pbn3]

Yes an frer is an excellent choice for 10dpo!!!! Eeeeeeeek so excited for your test!! How many hours till morning for you?

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[Skyblue]

Yes an frer is an excellent choice for 10dpo!!!! Eeeeeeeek so excited for your test!! How many hours till morning for you?

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Still almost 11-12 hours. I m not a morning person. [emoji4] It won't work before that. Would
It?


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[Skyblue]

I meant like 5-6 hours from now.


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[Pbn3]

Can you limit your fluids from now? And do a 3 hour'ish hold? It's possible to get a faint line especially on the evening of 9dpo BUT fmu on 10dpo is still your best option. Do you think you can hold out till then? Otherwise get a pack so you can use one tonight but still have one for morning!!!

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[Skyblue]

Can you limit your fluids from now? And do a 3 hour'ish hold? It's possible to get a faint line especially on the evening of 9dpo BUT fmu on 10dpo is still your best option. Do you think you can hold out till then? Otherwise get a pack so you can use one tonight but still have one for morning!!!

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Ok. I will try to hold or else will do in the morning. Honestly, I don't want to read my body but it's impossible even on your first cycle of ttc. The only thing I notice is the change in the color of my pee( sorry tmi). It's darker than usual. Sorry about the tmi. And I feel my belly is a little out which could mean bloating due to approaching af.


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[Pbn3]

Or it could mean something else 😉 oh and there's no such thing as tmi here 😂😂 gosh some of the things I've discussed here O wouldn't even talk to my doctor about 😂😂

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[Skyblue]

Or it could mean something else [emoji6] oh and there's no such thing as tmi here [emoji23][emoji23] gosh some of the things I've discussed here O wouldn't even talk to my doctor about [emoji23][emoji23]

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[emoji12][emoji12] We do it to ourself. Don't we. Reading the body and going nuts.


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[Pbn3]

Now its my turn to report mild nausea! BUT I have started eating some meat again the last few days so that could be why...

Oh and meant to say I hope you're feeling better soon Lola......or not lol! If it means your pregnant then I hope it sticks around!!!

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[Skyblue]

Now its my turn to report mild nausea! BUT I have started eating some meat again the last few days so that could be why...

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Or something else. [emoji12][emoji12][emoji12] fx fx fx so hard. I am
Praying so so so hard.


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[Pbn3]

Touche lol 😂😏😜

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[dancingdiva88]

Good luck testing ladies!! Will be waiting in anticipation!
I'm currently 3dpo. Even though I timed everything great I just have a feeling this won't be my month and I keep thinking/feeling next month will be the one....not sure why?! Haha

[Pbn3]

When will you be testing dancingdiva?

Skyblue how is the hold going? Is it nearly time???? :nails:

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[Skyblue]

When will you be testing dancingdiva?

Skyblue how is the hold going? Is it nearly time???? :nails:

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It's passed midnight but I couldn't hold. Was really busy and out the whole
Day so it was like I was catching
Up with my water intake in the evening hence no
Holding. I also go out. Dh was busy so I was spending time with my daughter. Will go
In the morning tomorrow. I am
So Scared to up my hopes. A part of me actually telling me it's not the month. [emoji51][emoji51][emoji51][emoji51]
Anyway it's either the af or frer whatever comes first tomorrow morning. 10 More hours to go. [emoji15][emoji15][emoji15][emoji15]


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[Skyblue]

I meant I also couldn't go
Out. [emoji52]


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[Skyblue]

How are you doing with the nausea Pbn? I saw your chart. 7dpo. You said you will test on 10dpo. Right?


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[Pbn3]

Nausea has passed so think it had to do with the chicken I ate at lunch. I'm testing Saturday which will be 10dpo.

Just a thought for morning. Have you got a small container you can collect and store some fmu in? Just leave it sitting in your bathroom and then you can test with an frer when you get one? (Yes I've done this 😂😂) I'll let you get to sleep you must be exhausted!!! Talk to you in the a.m!!

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[IWant4Kids]

Pbn3 - your boys sound exactly like mine! Besties one minute and super hero, ninja fighters the next! Hope the nausea is a good sign.

Maxim - Hoping you get your third little lady ASAP! Sorry to hear about your DH. Hope this is your cycle so you don't need to worry.

Lolabelle- Your temps are up and have nausea (hope it's because you're UTD), so hopefully the FRER tomorrow morning gives you that pink line! My hubby is on antidepressents too and he's so much better for it. Thank you for sharing with us. I'm so sorry for your CP.

Srg & Momamia- oh my goodness...I'm so terribly sorry to hear of the losses of your beautiful DSs. I cannot imagine the pain you both went through. No parent should ever have to. xoxo

Momamia - I'm also so sorry to hear of your multiple miscarriages. You've given 200% and I understand why you're ready to re-focus xo

Netti - Thrush is so uncomfortable...hope you can get some meds to help. Hope you can find a good moment to talk to DH and let him know how important this is to you.

Ash - Bummer! Hopefylly you just need that FMU. I might be awake at 10pm too, so I'll check before I go to sleep. FX

Skyblue - Yay for a FRER. I had listed as one of my TWW with DS1 that my urine was darker.

DancingDiva - hope the next few days fly by and you can test soon! FX

AFM - No AF....?!?! Where the hell is she?
I had my bloods taken at 3pm, so should know by midday tomorrow what my numbers are. I still have some VERY mild pregnancy signs sticking about....heartburn, fatigue, sore legs, vein up on my forehead. My cervix is still high and CM creamy. I have no FRER either....so no more testing for me.

[IWant4Kids]

Waiting for testers but can't stay awake much longer.... zzzzzz


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[netti02]

Fx iwant4. Im.aboyt to head to work 😝

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[AshFind]

BFN
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[momamia4]

Sorry Ash! FX it's just too early!!

[maximbella]

Sorry Ash! I'm also thinking its early!

[Shannshaff]

HUGS Ash!! Praying it was just too early and your fmu was not as concentrated.

srg and moma - HUGS to you both. Such horrible things to have to go through. You and your precious DSs will be in my prayers today. You all have me crying at my desk. Wish I could hug you all in person today.

Pbn3 - I have followed your story for a long time now and I am so happy to see you in such a great place. I was very worried about you a while back. Thank you for all of your support of everyone here.

I want - Praying that your beta will give you some answers. I will be stalking for an update.

And more tests??? I love to see them!!!! Oh and Ash - even if it is bfn - post a pic for us to squint at!

[AshFind]

There isn't even anything to squint at this time. Last night test had so much pink in it after I tore it apart but this morning nothing not even a hint even after taking it apart. I did have to wake up and pee at 1am but still held between 1 and 7 so I doubt that matters at all.


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[AshFind]

I'll post a pic when I get hold in a few hours


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[Skyblue]

Nausea has passed so think it had to do with the chicken I ate at lunch. I'm testing Saturday which will be 10dpo.

Just a thought for morning. Have you got a small container you can collect and store some fmu in? Just leave it sitting in your bathroom and then you can test with an frer when you get one? (Yes I've done this [emoji23][emoji23]) I'll let you get to sleep you must be exhausted!!! Talk to you in the a.m!!

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Thankgod I read this before even going to the bathroom to pee.[emoji12][emoji12][emoji12] will do it. Will head out once dh leaves for work.


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[Skyblue]

Ash, what dpo are you at?


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[AshFind]

9dpo today


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[Skyblue]

It's early. I am 10dpo and I am still not sure if I should be hopeful. [emoji51][emoji51]hang in there. Fx


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[Lolabelle]

Hello!!! Today has been ridiculously busy at work, so just now catching up!
Ash-it's still really early, so maybe it just needs time to build up more? Def saw the line the first time! Keeping fx!!!
Iwant4-thanks for the encouragement. Hope you hear something soon! Your signs sound promising. Would be great to hear that there's no AF b/c there's a healthy baby growing in there fx!!
Pbn-how are you feeling? Hope it was an early sign & not the chicken!
Netti-hope you feel better :)
Skyblue-can't wait for your test!!

AFM-feeling better than yesterday, but still queasy & have a headache-YET still a BFN. As much as I'd love a squinter to show all of you, I've got nothin'!!I'm 11dpo today, so now the discouragement begins! When I get to this day, I always feel like I'm out & less hopeful. Well, at least I have my boys!
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[Skyblue]

Lollabelle - Hugs. I was going through some frer images on google and I saw that sometimes it showed two lines on 12-13 and even 16 dpo. I know it's super sensitive but that happened. I would say give it a day or two and then try. You never know. How many cycles have you been ttc? Don't give up yet. Xx


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[Skyblue]

Dh has left for work. Now I am waiting for dd to wake up so that we can head to the store. I am holding for the last almost 8 hours. [emoji15][emoji15][emoji15] Will take Pbn's advise if won't be able to hold any longer. [emoji52]



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[AshFind]

Good luck sky! Hubby stayed home from work today he could tell I was a nit disappointed and surprisingly has been very sensitive I was so excited yesterday! He told me to get out and go shopping. So I'm getting the oil changed, went to mops, and am going to get last minute vacation things picked up. It's so disappointing even if it's only been one month trying. I don't know how pbn and mommamia can stay sane . You ladies are so strong!


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[Skyblue]

Good luck sky! Hubby stayed home from work today he could tell I was a nit disappointed and surprisingly has been very sensitive I was so excited yesterday! He told me to get out and go shopping. So I'm getting the oil changed, went to mops, and am going to get last minute vacation things picked up. It's so disappointing even if it's only been one month trying. I don't know how pbn and mommamia can stay sane . You ladies are so strong!


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I m sorry you are feeling this way Ash. But like I said it could still be early. I havebn telling myself right from the beginning that it will take months before a bfp just to be prepared for the Bfns. I actually want to delay testing because I don't know how I would feel. I m almost certain that it can't happen in first cycle. See, we all are the same that way. It's way too early for us to be disappointed. You have us. Vent whenever you want.
Truth be told, I am not even discussing anything with dh. I don't know why but may be I just don't want to see me hopeful and fall apart. We are leaving for our vacation tomorrow . It's either going to be bfp or af for me. Have faith. Hugs. Fx fx.


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[Skyblue]

I have collected my fmu. Couldn't hold any longer. Will go get frer as soon as dd is up.


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[AshFind]

I will be stalking sky! I have two frer left one for Thursday on Friday then we're leaving for vaca. Af is due Tuesday so I may bring a could wondfo in case it doesn't show


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[Skyblue]

Mine due anytime
Now. [emoji51]


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[AshFind]

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Ok here it is the clear end is the second test.
First 7dpo (because I'm crazy)
Second 8dpo morning
Third 8dpo evening after 5hr hold
Fourth 9dpo fmu (absolutely nothing)
Why I'm baffled if because 8dpo evening has obvious pink tore apart or not the others do not look like that.
I'm truely crushed I feel I hate that we all have to go through bfn to get a bfp!! I wanted a Christmas baby [emoji20]


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[Lolabelle]

Ash-I completely understand that disappointed feeling, but you're not out yet!! Let's see what happens over the next couple of days!! Enjoy some retail therapy :)
Skyblue-this is my 3rd cycle ttc. I know that's not very long, but it was so much quicker with my boys...feeling impatient. Let us know as soon as you test-waiting to hear fx!!!!


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[Lolabelle]

Ash-your chart still looks good!

[Lolabelle]

My coworker just announced that she's pregnant with twins!!! I'm so happy for her (and super jealous lol).
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[AshFind]

Ugh Lola hold the happy for her lol we all know the truth! [emoji23] maybe if it takes us 6mo Lola we can get some clomid! Def. DO NOT want to wait that long though


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[maximbella]

Ash, your chart still looks great! Fingers crossed for you!!

Lola, augh that's the worst...I swear everyone around me is getting pregnant. Also with girls. It's very strange, wish it would rub off on me! ;)

Sky, did you test???

[Skyblue]

Well I did the test and it's a bfn as expected. I was bummed for a minute but then I am also really okay with it too since I was freaking out that I didn't really do it right and want to change that in coming cycles. I want to do my best and then rest is not in my control. I will try to upload the pic soon too. I really hope you guys get your bfps. Hugs.



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[Skyblue]

Question time. We are going for a vacation tomorrow and it's close to a beach which would suck if af shows up.
If it does show up then I atleast want to have some fun so can I enjoy any drinks? Beer or wine? I am swaying for a boy.
That is Only if AF arrives.


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[Pbn3]

Morning all!

Well not the news I wanted to wake up to :(

Sky I'm sorry (hugs) and when af shows up absolutely treat yourself to some alcoholic beverages on your vacation🍷🍺🍸 trust me ladies when I say the worst thing you can do is put your life on hold while ttc (I learnt the hard way 😂) Enjoy your vacation!!!

Ash I know you're disappointed but I still don't feel you're out. 9dpo is too early to throw in the towel. If implantation didn't start until 7/8dpo then you may not see a faint line until 10dpo. Your chart is still looking so promising so I'm going to give you virtual hugs and say I'm sorry but I'm still looking forward to the next two days tests.

Lola love the photo!! Thanks for uploading in tapatalk. I'm sorry its another bfn :( (hugs) when is af due?

Meant to say yesterday you all have such beautiful boys (the pics I could see at the time lol) I will post one of my boys later.

Maxim are you stil temping? Cant see a link to your chart (I was going to have a sticky beak)

Hope I've not forgotten anyone 😬

Afm I had a rise this morning in temp when I was fully expecting a dip..... not getting my hopes up, I will wait and see what my next two temps do. Been here too many times with a pretty chart that ends with bfn 😂😂 I'm off to work in a couple hours (I do bookkeeping for a small business once a fortnight or so) but I will catch up as soon as I'm home.

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[AshFind]

I'm o help sky sorry i do know I have 4 boys and don't drink at all. My stinken af is due to show on our beach vaca also [emoji35]


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[Skyblue]

Thanks Pbn. Also, do you think it's a good idea to get a bbt to get temps. I am gong to order some wondfos opks so wanted your advise on bbt. You all can tell a lot looking at the chart and mine doesn't have temp so it doesn't show much.


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[Skyblue]

I m sorry Ash for both of us. It sucks. I am so mad that dh booked everything without telling me the date. Anyway I also think it will be a nice change for us. Good luck for your test tomorrow. You are not out yet. Hang in there.
Pbn - Have a great day at work and I am rooting for you and waiting patiently. Fx


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[Pbn3]

Yes absolutely skyblue!! Make sure you order a basal thermometer that records to .00 not just .0

Can I also recommend temping vaginally as its very accurate. Happy to answer any questions you have regarding this (remember there's no such thing as tmi)

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[Skyblue]

Thanks for the tips. I am going to order everything once af shows up. And then ask all my questions. [emoji4]


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[dancingdiva88]

Ladies don't be discouraged yet! With my DD I was stark white at 11dpo and I know I was at 11dpo because I had follicle ultrasounds etc. At 14dpo I had a scheduled blood test but I wasn't expecting any good news and my hcg was only 40 or something that day. She was a late implanter - there's still hope! :)

[Lolabelle]

Ash-rofl-maybe we can beg the dr for some clomid & maxim, I know, it seems everyone around me is getting pregnant...I need to drink the same water!
Skyblue-I rarely drink these days, but I've always liked white wine & before I knew I was pregnant with DS1, I had a frozen screwdriver & it was amazing! I agree with pbn, enjoy yourself on vaca! You're not out either, but you def have a good attitude about it either way!
Pbn-thx, my boys have the ability to cheer me up & drive me bonkers at the same time lol. Yay for your temp rise!!! I sure do have my hopes up for you!!! Fxfxfx. We're getting so close to your testing time :) My AF is due Sunday. I would love to go into my spring break on Friday with a BFP, but not too confident at this point.


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[Lolabelle]

Dancingdiva-thanks for that! Gives me hope! What is the latest with you?


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[AshFind]

Thanks dancingdiva... I just felt pregnant yesterday I'm scared to say it today but I don't have much hope I got a bfp 10dpo with ds2 (the only other I've ever tracked) and it was on a cheap 25miu test. Just not feeling it anymore. I'm frustrated that last nights test was more positive than this am. Makes no sense


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[IWant4Kids]

Ah bummer ladies.... sorry to hear you had negatives.... :(
Ash - it was my first month too and our lines showing then fading etc are quite similar. The good thing is that it means the sperm fertilized the egg, but maybe it means there was something NQR. Yours could still darken like mine did. If not, we can move on together.
Sky - still hope that you'll get that pink line.
Pbn3 - yay for temp rise!

Lola - ahhhhh twins would be amazing! Hope you find that magic water and share it with us!

Afm- temp below cover line so she should show her face today!
FX so then I can start clomid tomorrow. Here's a pic of my darkest line from yesterday too (as I always say it's darker in person)
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[Pbn3]

Iwant4kids what time will you get the results from bw?

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[IWant4Kids]

Iwant4kids what time will you get the results from bw?

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Probably around midday (so 5-6 hours from now)
I'm mostly interested to hear about my progesterone and whether I could do with extra. Does anyone use it?


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[Pbn3]

Momamia does :)

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[Skyblue]

Thankyou everyone for all your support. I am doing not as bad I thought. I big part of that is not telling dh about my POAS. He is my biggest strength and weakness too. I would fall apart if I would have had him hoping with me. He has been almost certain that we will take time to get a bfp just like dd. I was not that sure coz of the Opks. Anyway I really want to have some fun on our vacation. Having af on vacation isn't actually the most romantic idea anyway. [emoji51][emoji51][emoji51]
Pbn - I am going to keep waiting, hoping and praying for you. Fx fx.
Ash - Don't give up just yet love. Fx. Hugs.
Lollabelle- Keep us posted. I m rooting for you all.
Iwant4kids - When do you get your test result? Fx
I don't feel super sad because I had you all for sharing my feelings every step of the way. You guys rock. Xx



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[momamia4]

Iwant4kids, I use progesterone. Ask me anything you'd like. I've been taking it since September.

Pbn, I'm so excited about your rise!!! I'm crossing everything for you!

I know what you mean, Sky. DH is the same for me. He's completely convinced that I'm pregnant right now, so I know he'll be really sad if/when I find out that I'm not. I purposely try to be super pessimistic in order to protect myself. I'm totally ready for a bfn.

I had a bit of a dip this morning. I also started the progesterone, so my temps won't be very reliable until around 14-15dpo. Tomorrow I take my second trigger shot too, so I can finally start testing it out!


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[IWant4Kids]

She's here! CD 1


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[Pbn3]

Momamia you have to post pics every 3 days while testing it out please!!!

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[Pbn3]

I'm off to work so enjoy your day or night all xx

Sky I'm really happy to read your post :) and super excited for your next cycle!

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[Pbn3]

She's here! CD 1


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I'm glad your limbo is over Iwant4kids. Very sorry still but glad the dreadful wait is over. Just quickly can you take clomid on a chemical cycle? Might be worth double checking just in case?

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[momamia4]

Iwant4kids, I'm so glad your limbo is over!

Pbn, I'll probably post them more frequently than that so I don't forget, lol!

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[Skyblue]

I am sorry Iwant4kids but at the same time excited for the new cycle. Waiting is the worst part. Good luck for the next cycle.
Momma - I am the same. Keep saying it's not going to happen and hoping inside just so I feel in control of my emotions. Keep
Us posted. I am praying sooo so hard. Hugs.


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[momamia4]

Thanks Sky!! I'm so praying for all of us!! 😊😊😊 I really want us all to be in the ddg together!!

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[IWant4Kids]

Thanks ladies! Hoping my HCG is below 5 from yesterday....
Pbn3 - I need to ring my ob and find out what next. Hoping it's okay to take it. Might need to wait until a later cycle day


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[Lolabelle]

Iwant4kids-that is exactly what I went through except AF was late. I'm sorry, but glad that there's no more waiting & you're ready to move on. This is my 1st time charting temps-which I wish I had done the last cycle...maybe I would've seen the drop in temp & would've been more prepared. Crazy how accurate temping is!
Moma-can't wait for your testing to begin! I'll be watching for your updates!
Skyblue-lovin' the positivity! Have fun on vaca :)
Ash-when do you leave for vaca?Fx that things change in the next few days!!
Blue swayers-food for thought....I got pregnant right away with both boys & really feel like the FertileCM supplement I was taking had something to do with it. I didn't find out until researching later that it sways blue. Def not using it this time, so I'm wondering if maybe that's why it's taking me longer?? I need to find the pink swaying version!!


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[Skyblue]

Iwant4kids-that is exactly what I went through except AF was late. I'm sorry, but glad that there's no more waiting & you're ready to move on. This is my 1st time charting temps-which I wish I had done the last cycle...maybe I would've seen the drop in temp & would've been more prepared. Crazy how accurate temping is!
Moma-can't wait for your testing to begin! I'll be watching for your updates!
Skyblue-lovin' the positivity! Have fun on vaca :)
Ash-when do you leave for vaca?Fx that things change in the next few days!!
Blue swayers-food for thought....I got pregnant right away with both boys & really feel like the FertileCM supplement I was taking had something to do with it. I didn't find out until researching later that it sways blue. Def not using it this time, so I'm wondering if maybe that's why it's taking me longer?? I need to find the pink swaying version!!


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Thanks Lolabelle. That's one thing I have always been thinking about. I was ready to take it and then didn't. I am going to include fertile CM too now. How long did you take it?


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[AshFind]

Iwant4kids that must be a relief to finally be able to move on to next cycle. I wish mine would come today lol so I can get on with it


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[Lolabelle]

Skyblue-I read a little about it, but had no idea it swayed blue...so gave it a try. I took it every day in the cycle until I got a BFP then discontinued. There were other blue swaying factors that I didn't realize, but I think the FertileCM only helps since it increases EWCM. I guess there's not a pink swaying version b/c the idea is to have less CM haha... it may just take me longer to conceive my long awaited princess!!!


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[Skyblue]

I will give it a try for sure. Thanks.


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[AshFind]

We leave Saturday Lola. And I'm not feeling very hopeful. I have two frer left for next two morning and somehow I only have 8 wondfo left or if 20 [emoji53] I might have a problem!!


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[Shannshaff]

Iwant - sorry that AF found you but very happy that the limbo is over. Hopefully your beta will show a CP as well to confirm.

Ash and Sky - I am still praying for you guys (and everyone else)

Lola - what dpo are you again? When is AF expected? I get confused some days.

[Shannshaff]

BTW - thank you guys for letting me hang out with you all. This week is dragging so slow for me and it has helped to continue to read your stories and cheer you on.

[maximbella]

Iwant4 - so sorry that AF showed, but excited for your next cycle! Hugs!!

I'm trying to catch up, so sorry....lola, ash, pbn, and everyone else, when are you testing next??

Can you guys see my chart? Not sure why my link isn't working. My temps are still low for being post-O, but my ultrasound on Monday confirmed that I did O. Is that common??

[netti02]

Iwant4 glad the limbo is over for you.

Maxim i can't see your chart or is it a link?

Ash & Sky fx fx fx fx

Pbn how are you travelling?

To anyone else i missed Hi and I hope you are well.

AF is about to show her ugly face 😝 i doubt one of DHs swimmers would have escaped 🤣

I have no idea when I will sit down and talk with him.. maybe this weekend. Problem is AF makes me a blubbering mess



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[AshFind]

Max I will test with frer tomorrow and Friday 10&11dpo then I give [emoji20]


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[maximbella]

Netti good luck in your talk with DH. I will need to do the same if BFN this cycle. [emoji17]

Ash, good luck tomorrow!!


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[momamia4]

Netti, I hope your talk goes well!

Ash, my FX for a bfp!!

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[Lolabelle]

Shann-the week is almost over & then there will be no more waiting yay! Fx for you! I'm 11dpo & AF is due Sunday...def not confident.
Ash-I have the same problem lol...down to 2 frer's, haven't been using the wondfos much though. I'm not feeling hopeful either...but fx that we both have a nice surprise in the next few days! Temp is still up for both of us & not over until AF shows!
Maxim-I can see your chart through the web version, but not tapatalk. Are you doing oral or vag temp and when do you test? Mine seemed low too-but not since switching. Vaginal temps def seem more accurate...never even thought of doing it that way until pbn & Ash mentioned it!!



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[maximbella]

Thanks! Still doing oral since that's how I started, but will def switch to vaginal next cycle! [emoji17]


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[Skyblue]

Thankyou Shann. The week is almost over soon. I am so excited for you.
Thankyou Netti and good luck for your talk with dh.
Good luck Maxim to You too. Both your dh will understand. I have faith. Hugs.
Ash - I really really really wish you wake up to a big fat bfp tomorrow morning. Xo


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[Skyblue]

Is there a common brand of basal temp thermometer that you all use that I can order off eBay?


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[Lolabelle]

Maxim-do you test when you first wake up? Since you get up super early, oral temp is prob lower then. Mine were all low & didn't seem right, but they've consistently been up since switching & still at a super early time! I would def recommend trying it that way next cycle, but fx this will be your time & you won't need to :)
Skyblue-think I just got mine from CVS, others may have a brand to recommend...


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[momamia4]

Sky, I use this one: EUDEMON Digital Basal Thermometer for Cycle Control Reads in Fahrenheit | eBay (http://m.ebay.com/itm/EUDEMON-Digital-Basal-Thermometer-for-Cycle-Control-Reads-in-Fahrenheit-/142248419403?nav=SEARCH)

Also, nausea has officially set in. I'm not going to lie, it's making it really hard for me to not get my hopes up. It actually started last night but I just thought maybe it was stress related. Tonight, it's much worse! I take these trigger shot tomorrow, so I know it's not that. Although, I just looked at my past charts and it seems like I usually get some nausea around 5dpo. 😒 I guess it really isn't anything to got excited about.

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[Lolabelle]

Yay for nausea Moma lol-fx that it's a sign!!! Everything looks promising :)


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[Skyblue]

Thanks momma. I can totally understand. It's not possible to not get too excited. Praying so so so hard.


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[IWant4Kids]

Soooooo.....got my HCG results and they were 15 yesterday! So from 7 to 15. She kept asking me is it a full period or just spotting (it's full). Anyway, my Ob is away, so she asked the replacement. I have to have a blood test early tomorrow morning and get it marked as urgent. He's happy to let me start clomid on CD3 as long as my levels have dropped. He was also happy knowing that my temperature had dropped too (yay for knowing about temps! LOL)

[Skyblue]

Iwant4kids - Had the af not been here, we all
Would have thought you are pregnant. Isn't it? Everything happens for a reason. Yay for clomid. I need that thermometer now. Good luck.


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[Pbn3]

Oh wow I want4kids why can't things just be simple 😕 glad they've marked it urgent so you'll get an answer by lunch hopefully..... I know you're having a heavy bleed and temp is below coverline, lets hope for your numbers have dropped quick so you can start clomid cd3.

Momamia another symptom!! 😀 I wish you were at 10dpo already 😣😣😣

Netti I'm good thanks! Cant believe I've gotten through 8dpo without testing 😂😂 its a PB (personal best) for me 😂😂 actually think I'm going to get to 10dpo 😮😮😮 let us know how your talk with dh goes xx

Maxim it was me that said I can no longer see your chart link through tapatalk?

So shannshaff is your scan on Monday? Its Thursday night here, not sure if we're near the same time?

Hope your feeling better tomorrow Ash and am looking forward to your test! Please please be a bfp!!!!

Lola what cd did you switch to temping vaginally? How are you feeling?

Sky are you still testing tomorrow?

Hope I've not forgotten anyone :)

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[maximbella]

Good morning ladies!!

Moma-hope that's a good sign!

Iwant4-hoping you can start clomid if levels go down. I wish I would have started months ago really!

Pbn-wow I've never made it to 8dpo without testing!!! You have some strong will sister! [emoji23]

Lola-that actually makes so much sense about the early morning temps. Didn't think of that!!

Can you see the link below now?


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[Lolabelle]

Gosh that's confusing Iwant4kids! New to charting, but guessing the temp drop is the tell-tale sign that it's not meant to be?? Hugs! I decided to keep testing until mine went blank after a few days & actually felt relieved to start over.
Ash-how are things looking this morning?! Fx so hard!
Pbn-I switched at cd 16, first I disregarded the earlier temps, then took them out all together. They were in the low 97s which didn't look right...I had a cold & was breathing through my mouth as well as getting up super early. Temps have been in the 98s ever since. I'm impressed that you've waited this long! Can't wait for Saturday!!
12dpo and still blank-feeling a little queasy, but must be due to something else. We had hail & loud thunderstorms last night, so slightly sleep deprived. I had a temp spike this AM-haven't researched it yet, but does that mean anything?? Like maybe it's about to drop...
We need a BFP here people!! Lol!! Who's next??


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[dancingdiva88]

I agree Lola! We need a bfp! I'm currently 4dpo...I forgot how long the 2WW drags on!

[Pbn3]

A temp rise is a good sign lola! Weird you're still feeling queasy?? Normally you'll see a decent drop in temp a day or two before or day of af arriving. When is af due again sorry?

Thank you maxim I can see your chart link again 😀😀😀 so do you consider yourself 3dpo? Is that right?

And I have never been able to get past 8dpo without testing!! This is an absolute first! Usually I've wasted 2 frers by evening of 7dpo 😂😂 only two more sleeps to go! I'll be so proud of myself if I manage not to cave tomorrow lol!!

Getting there dancingdiva!! When are you testing again? Sorry I'm sure I've asked you this before...

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[dancingdiva88]

Pbn - I only have one frer and no cheapies, so I'm thinking I'll wait out till 12dpo and then if no bfp, then I'll stop the progesterone pessaries to bring on AF.
Hubby will kill me if I buy more tests - he says I already go nuts with opks as it is!

[maximbella]

I'm super proud of you pbn! You're a better woman than me!! :)

I am either 4 or 6dpo today. My sonogram confirmed that I O'd by Monday. My temps went up on Saturday morning but I had super bad cramps on Sunday evening, so it was either Friday or Sunday when I O'd. I'm still honestly shocked since I never got a true positive opk. I am praying that I'm 6dpo because we BD 2 days prior AND it would mean that I O'd on CD25, which is the exact same pattern for BD and O date that we conceived both DD's. Not that it means it would be a bfp, but if it was, it would be cool that they were all CD25 and 0-2 days. :)

[momamia4]

I'm so excited for you ladies to start testing!!

Pbn, I am so impressed by your willpower! :)

Maxim, Fx you get a bfp!!

So my temp is back up to 98.07. That has been my first indication of pregnancy in the past since my temps typically run low due to hypothyroidism. I'm getting way too excited now!!!

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[momamia4]

Lola, like Pbn said, typically your temp starts to drop right before af.

Iwant4kids, I hope you get to start the clomid again! With full on af, your levels should be back down to below 5=bfn.

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[Pbn3]

So exciting momamia 😀😀😀 can't wait for you to start testing out trigger shot!! You get the trigger shot today is that right?

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[momamia4]

Yup! That's right! In a few hours. :) I'm so mad at myself because I was going to take a hpt (fully knowing it should be bfn at 6dpo) before my trigger shot but I just peed and totally forgot!!! Ugh.

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[Pbn3]

Eeeeeeekkk!!!! So when do you start testing it out? Tomorrow?

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[momamia4]

Yup!!! I'm trying so hard not to get excited but it's so hard!

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[Pbn3]

I bet!!!!! Well I'm off to sleep so will be back in the morning! Cant wait to see what my temp does! Kinda hoping it drops a bit so I don't start getting my hopes up...

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[momamia4]

Yeah, your next temp will be very telling! :) FX for you, Pbn!!! Have a good sleep 😊

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[XXforhubby]

Pbn3 & Momamia-I'm getting SO excited about your chart!! I can't wait for you both to test, eek!!





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[AshFind]

Bfn for me today at 10dpo [emoji22] slight temp drop. Sure I'm out!
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[AshFind]

Shed a few tears but I'm ok. I want to fully enjoy every step of the process and try to not stress because I know this will be my last. It will all work out in gods timing ( easier said) period on beach vacation is going to stink big time


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[momamia4]

Hugs, Ash!! I'm still hoping it's just too early still.

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[AshFind]

Thanks but I don't think so I've never had a test this late. I'm going to hope af to come asap and gear up for next cycle I have my folic and aspirin and bbt on my packing list. I know I can keep skipping breakfast and not snacking but the rest of the diet will be difficult. Any tips? I'll stick with white meat. Should I do salads? Soups?


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[momamia4]

Yes, soups and salads would both work. Have fun on your trip!

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[Lolabelle]

Ash-I see the drop, but it's still in the 98s, so not that low-hope it's just a random dip.
Moma & Pbn-I am so excited that I'll have your test updates to look forward to on my spring break!! Fx for big news!
Dancingdiva & Maxim will be up pretty soon too yay!
Maxim-that would be such an awesome surprise! You didn't even think you O'ed and yet here you are with good attempts close to O yayyyy!
I have been looking for the temp drop, but didn't know if a spike first indicated anything-glad to hear that a drop is not necessarily expected right after. My hopeful mind wants to believe that maybe the day I threw up was late implantation and there's still a chance, but my realistic side tells me that this is not going to be my Christmas miracle :(


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[AshFind]

So sorry Lola I so badly wanted a Christmas baby also it's fantastic you've not lost hope yet. Temp rise is exciting! Maybe if it doesn't happen this month we will both get our bfp next. We need to all be in a ddg together one way or another!
And if we have to move onto next month I read somewhere folic acid has been linked to twin pregnancies so I'm hoping my dose to 3/day which would be 2400mg. Random thought!

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[Lolabelle]

Yes Ash-if this is not our month, fx that it's next month for our new year babies!!! I recently read that about folic acid too, so worth a shot for sure! The next would be my 4th cycle ttc, so maybe I'll make a dr appt to discuss concerns & tell about him about my CP & maybe just maybe I could get some clomid or femara!! Maybe it'll help if I mention some things like my CP, 4 day positive OPKs, super heavy AF since the return of AF in Jan etc...


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[momamia4]

Holy symptoms batman!! I've been having such horrible nausea today and my boobs are so sore!!! I actually went back through March's thread to read about what I was feeling then, nothing remotely close to what I'm dealing with right now!! Ugh. So hard not to get excited!!!!

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[AshFind]

Eekkk... mommamia so exciting! Are you going to test in 3 or 4 days?


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[Shannshaff]

I will be stalking this thread for updates and to see you test out your trigger Moma!

[Lolabelle]

Excited for you Moma!! It sounds so much like this is going to be it!! Fxfxfx...keep feeling crappy lol ;)


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[XXforhubby]

Stalking Pbn3 and Momamia! I'm getting super excited for you both!!



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[momamia4]

Ash, I have to test out my trigger shot, which is a high dose of hcg. So, I should have a pretty good idea whether I'm pregnant or not by the 15th. I'll start testing it out tomorrow and post the pics. So don't get excited that I have a bfp yet. 😊

They're not having me come back until 19dpo this cycle. 😒 Can you believe that?!?! Thanks for the encouragement ladies!! 😁😁😁

XX, huge congrats on finally getting your dd!!!! Omg!!!! I'm so happy for you!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😍😍😍😍

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[AshFind]

Xxforbubby omg congrats on a girl now we need you to post your sway to all of us here who are still trying! [emoji854]


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[XXforhubby]

Xxforbubby omg congrats on a girl now we need you to post your sway to all of us here who are still trying! [emoji854]


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Thanks ladies! It's so surreal! I'm just so overjoyed for my DH- he's been on cloud 9 [emoji4]! He's even talked about having more children [emoji15][emoji51][emoji85]!

Here is the link to my most recent sway:

XXforhubby TTC a GIRL Sway Attempt

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[Shannshaff]

We need to see more pee sticks ladies!!! Even if you think they are BFN!

[AshFind]

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[maximbella]

XX, I know I already commented on your sway, but I have to tell you again, I am SOOOO incredibly happy and excited for you! And I'm jealous that DH wants more...I can barely get mine to agree to #3. :bigsmile:

[Burakoam]

Thanks ladies! It's so surreal! I'm just so overjoyed for my DH- he's been on cloud 9 [emoji4]! He's even talked about having more children [emoji15][emoji51][emoji85]!

Here is the link to my most recent sway:

XXforhubby TTC a GIRL Sway Attempt

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Seriously though...I know the work you put in and also how long it took him to come around..i bet he is really happy NOW that he agreed to give it his full support and go for one more :) I absolutely love that his support and devotion to making you happy ended up rewarding him in its own way!

[Pbn3]

Im sorry ash :( and give yourself a treat when af arrives especially if its day one of your holidays :(

Aaaaahhhh momamia!!!! Wow wow wow!!! So excited!!!

Well my chart isn't screaming pregnant to me at all, in fact it looks rather similar to some bfn cycles. In saying that you never know 😊 I just cant wait for an answer tomorrow morning one way or another! First thing I'm going to do is bin all my leftover pills (if it's my expected bfn). Then once I've weaned off aspirin I'll be pill free for the first time in 2 years woohoo!!!!!!! Less than 24 ladies and I'll have my answer 😆😆😆

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[AshFind]

Temps are still up pbn. I can't wait to hear your results! So does temps fall a day or two before af? Since I'm temping will I be able to see it coming. Since I'm going to be on the beach and I HATE tampons but have no other option! I haven't really had to worry about a dang period in three years!


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[Pbn3]

That's the norm Ash but everyone is different. You get to see a pattern once you've charted awhile which hopefully you wont have to!

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[maximbella]

Pbn, I'm stalking you for tomorrow's test! So excited, and your chart looks great to me! Fingers crossed!!!!

Momamia, seriously so excited for you as well!!! Chart is looking fab!

Ash, it honestly varies every month and for different people. Mine tends to go down the day before and then again the day of AF, but last month it was still high the day before AF came. :(

Serious bloating and cramps for me here today for me. The sono shows I have a cyst on my left ovary and I think it's causing all this dull aching, but it's on both sides which is weird, but feels like it's around the ovaries. Weird!

[cosmosis]

Just wanted to let you ladies know I've been stalking this thread. I'm just feeling like garbage and have no energy to type very much lol.

Moma and Pbn3, charts look great! Looking forward to some tests! :)

[cosmosis]

Maxim, your chart is looking great so far. I wish you the best hun <3

[Pbn3]

Thanks cosmo!! Sorry to hear your still unwell, will you be leaving the 1st trimester behind (and hopefully ms) soon?

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[cosmosis]

Thanks cosmo!! Sorry to hear your still unwell, will you be leaving the 1st trimester behind (and hopefully ms) soon?

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Yes. 11 Weeks tomorrow. I'm starting to feel more energy and the nausea is less pronounced (food aversion is still there though). Yesterday I didn't have to nap at all, although today I did. Overall, I see the light! lol.

[maximbella]

Cosmo soooo good to hear from you! Glad you're starting to feel better!! ❤️


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[momamia4]

Pbn, can you please share some of your past bfp charts? I think your chart is looking good from my memory of your bfp charts. :)

Maxim, sorry about bloating/pain but I'm hoping it's a pregnancy cyst. :) After you ovulate, you have a cyst that stays behind and produces progesterone to support a pregnancy. They usually only bother me in cycles where I'm pregnant because they get really big. I'm hoping that's what's going on with you!! :)

Hi cosmo! 🙋Glad you're near the end of first trimester! :)

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[maximbella]

wow really moma?!?! i did have a weird thing with my gums yesterday and the dentist asked me if i could be pregnant! i know it's just coincidence, but it was strange. i am really trying not to read into any of my signs because when i do, i get a bfn. both of my bfp cycles had literally zero symptoms, but i could have SWORN i was pregnant the last few months in the tww.

[momamia4]

Yes, really!! That was the first pregnancy sign that I had a few pregnancies ago. I was worried because I eventually thought it was an ectopic pregnancy because it was after I got my tubes untied. I called my RE freaking out! I eventually went to the ER because of it and when they did an ultrasound, they said it was a big cyst (like 4.3mm). They told me about cysts in early pregnancy. They eventually go away because the placenta takes over.

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[Pbn3]

Maxim I cant see your chart link again :( you could very well have oed where your spike is instead of the pains and really hope its just as momamia says 😀😀

Momamia I'll screenshot my bfp charts and post :) I don't like to symptom spot as I've been let down so many times, but, I have just been getting pains through my bbs and had it last night as well but it only lasts a short time and goes away. I've experienced bb pains in a bfn cycle though so its probably nothing, but I *think* it was later than 9do and closer to af arriving....

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[AshFind]

Ladies I haven't ever had a late bfn maybe with ds3 because I didn't know I was pregnant so didn't test until af day. But I feel nasty nauseous and tired. Which could be af I guess or from all the coffee this am. (Trying to get more in the girl sway groove) but when did everyone get their bfp? I don't feel like I have a chance at 11dpo tomorrow and I want to keep telling myself I'm out so I don't stress about it anymore but I am feeling so super bloated another af sign! Why can't their just be n easy tale tale sign of pregnancy!


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[Pbn3]

Ash I agree!! With the way technology is going you can bet our future ttc's will have some you beaut test that can tell whether the egg was fertilised 😂😂😂

Here's my bfp charts momamia! the first one is the most recent. The middle there's little info as I decided to guve up. I actually did the opk after the bd and couldn't believe it was positive lol!! The first bfp chart is a mess - I was still orally temping then :)
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[AshFind]

Iwant4kids how are you doing?
Lola are we both on our last frer for tomorrow?


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[Skyblue]

Hi ladies. We are on our vaca. I went through the page to see the updates. [emoji12]Can't stay away.
Ash - I am so sorry. Hugs. Try to have fun on the vacation and not think too much. Incase af arrives, you can start fresh after the vacation. I can totally relate to beeing on af since We are also on beach vacation.[emoji51][emoji51][emoji51]hugs
Momma - So excited for you. Can't wait for your tests.
Pbn - I will be counting hours. Fx sooooo sooo hard. We all are rooting for you my friend.
Lollabelle- Praying for you and Ash. No matter what happens, stay strong and positive. Hugs
Maxim- I too hope it's because of pregnancy. Fx
Afm, No af yet. I am scared to test since it was negative yesterday. I secretly Carried the one I have in my bag [emoji12]But I m going to wait for af. Don't want to get my hopes up. My af could be a day or two late since I have bn staying up Super late at night and it does that to me sometimes. No Af means no drinks but I am treating myself by eating all sorts of junk in moderation and enjoying the beautiful place we are staying at and family time. [emoji4][emoji4][emoji4] I am on 11 dpo.




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[AshFind]

Sky I am secretly packing a few wondfo in case af doesn't show by Tuesday! [emoji846]


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[Skyblue]

You know with dd, I waited to use frer a few days passed af date. I don't know what to do right now. Don't want to POAS.


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[Lolabelle]

Haha yes Ash-ONE more frer tomorrow! I'll be 13dpo & most likely out, but testing anyway! Got my most recent BFP at 14dpo, so anythIng is possible. I still have plenty of my cheapie tests! So last day of testing for you? Are you 11dpo? That's when I got my 1st BFP with my boys. Fx!!
XX-congrats again!! That is such fantastic news :) You give us all hope that our dreams are possible! I'm going to read your sway over & over lol.
Pbn-seriously can't wait for your test!! Trying to figure out when it will be with our time difference. I think your Sat AM will be my Friday afternoon tomorrow. Ahhh can't wait :)
Moma & maxim-this is oh so exciting-you both sound preggers & can't wait for testing time :)
Skyblue-hope you're enjoying vaca without a worry in the world!
I'm wondering with Ash-how are you Iwant4kids?


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[Pbn3]

So my tapatalk is playing up 😠 I was just coming in to post the question why has everyone gone so quiet lol!!! So if I don't respond straight away it's because my notifications aren't working.

Thank you all so much for being so excited for me 😀😀 now that its only 17-18 hours away I'm actually starting to feel nervous?? Cannot believe I've held off testing this long (pats herself on back 😂😂) I still don't 'feel' anything of any note and I'm honestly expecting a bfn come morning but its still exciting!

So Lola its 12.30 midday on Friday right now, what time is ot where you're at?

Iwant4kids hope everything is ok. We are all thinking of you and please update asap xx

Sky and Ash that's awesome you've packed tests to take on vacation!! Really hope af stays away and you get to use and get a surprise bfp!

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[IWant4Kids]

Omg sorry I haven't read but a quick post! HCG is now 34 as of this morning!!! What the?!?!


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[Pbn3]

Omg Iwant4kids!!!!!!! Wahoo you're pregnant!!!!!!!!! Maybe you conceived twins and one didn't make it??? Wow your head must be all over the place!!! How are you feeling?????

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[Skyblue]

Really Iwant4kids. Pls update us. So excited. [emoji4][emoji4][emoji4][emoji4] fx fx fx


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[dancingdiva88]

Well that's definitely doubling every 48 hours. Could definitely be a lost twin with the other going well.....what now? Another blood test in 48 hours?

[Lolabelle]

Wowww Iwant4kids! I know you were preparing yourself for the worst, but that is awesome news!! Late implanter?? Please keep us posted!!!!
Pbn-I think it was around 10PM Thursday when you posted at 12PM Friday. It's now almost 5:30AM Friday for me. Count down to your test time!! There must have been something going on with the site b/c I was having trouble getting on it too-thought it was my wifi. Works fine now!
AFM-It's still a BFN for me at 13dpo, used my last frer & have pretty much lost hope...waiting for AF & will take it from there!


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[Lolabelle]

Iwant4kids-meant to ask-so have you tried another frer out of curiosity? Wondering if it would look darker now!!


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[Pbn3]

Lola it's 7.30pm so approx 10 hours to go 😀😀

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[Lolabelle]

Woohoo pbn!!! We're all rooting for you!!! C'mon BFP :)


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[IWant4Kids]

Sorry ladies.....CRAZY day here. We left early to get blood test, then travelled into Melbourne for the day as we went to the Paw Patrol concert! Great day, but so long.

So here's my catch up:

Maxim: Chart is looking awesome! Hope you don't need to worry about clomid. The same O pattern as your DDs is a great sign!

Lolabelle: Nausea is still a great sign, hope it's pregnancy related. Temp is looking good!

DancingDiva: Hope the next few days fly

Momamia: Super excited for you!!! Great temp!! Hope the trigger shot went well. Looks like an implantation dip too?

Ash: Hope you're not out...Your temp is still very high and looking great. Check out these stats, you're still in! Pregnancy Test Results for 11 Days Past Ovulation | Countdown to Pregnancy (http://www.countdowntopregnancy.com/pregnancy-test/dpo-chart.php?dpo=11)

XX: Huge congrats! I read your sway and I'm so happy for you and your DH

Cosmosis: Glad you're starting to get some relief from MS

Skyblue: Enjoy your holiday! Hope AF doesn't show and you get a + soon.

Pbn3: Temps are looking great! Can't wait until you test! What time do you wake up?

OMG ladies.....what a few days. So here's the run down:

Monday: Positive blood 2:30pm (HCG 7)
Tuesday: Line still there
Wednesday: Temp dropped just above coverline, darker test. Positive blood 3:00pm (HCG 15)
Thursday: Temp below coverline, heavy bleeding, didn't test
Friday: Temp is back up. Heavy bleeding in am, eased by pm, Positive blood 9:30am (HCG 34) - so around 42 hours later, line on IC test tonight.

I have no idea what's going on. My ob is away, so the receptionist has been speaking to his replacement. His advice is to treat myself as if pregnant and to go no where near clomid. He suggested another round of bloods in a week - as if, I can't wait that long. I'll go in on Sunday, so will get those results Monday and then I'll go again on Tues/Wed before we go away on Thursday.
Could it be a cyst? I had a ruptured cyst last year. Has anyone heard of this happening?

I'll post a pic from my phone of the IC line. I have no FRER in the house, but I did an IC a few days ago and it was negative.

[IWant4Kids]

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[Pbn3]

Have you got a repeat bw request Iwant4kids? Great idea to go in Sunday if you can. Xxforhubby had a bleed but I cannot for the life of me think what it is called sub-something I think (big help 😂😂) So when are you going to be able to see your ob? Keep testing away on the IC's!!! 🎉 🎉 🎉

I should be up by 5.30am to test. My usual 10dpo pre af cramps have started to make an appearance though so I've pretty much gone from little hope to no hope :( I'll be okay though :)

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[IWant4Kids]

Yes, the lovely lady on Wed photocopied them for me....at the time I said don't worry, I only need one more as it's over, but glad she did. I didn't even ask when he would be back, he's overseas. He has kids, so often goes away at this time with the family. He would probably send me for a dating scan in a couple of weeks if anything, as his scanner isn't good enough for that. Yes, I'll use up the ICs now. IMO it's still a threatened MC, so could go either way. From what I've read implantation can take 4 days, so maybe I Od later than what I thought, had a late implanter and the light lines were from the start of implantation. Who knows.....

I'll check in as soon as I've woken up tomorrow. Have everything crossed for you!!!! Now as you'd say to us, even at DPO if you don't get a BFP you're still not out. xo

[Pbn3]

Well I've just experienced a bout of quite strong nausea.. didn't last long but geez I wish my body would get on the same page!! Going to try and sleep so I can get to the morning. Good night all! Have a wonderful day!

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[AshFind]

Lola I think we're on the same time and I've notice pbn on around 3:30pm [emoji5] lol


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[XXforhubby]

Iwant4kids- I would definitely keep getting blood tests if you can. With my DS3, I had a SCH (subchorionic hemorrhage). It sounds awful but I was told that they are very common. An SCH is when the embryo implants on, or next to, a blood vessel in your uterus. The bleeding is usually bright red with no clots and does not last very long (only 1-3 days). If this is what you have, it will be seen on your early US. Be aware that in 7-10 days after the bleeding stops, the "scab" will fall off and you can see pink/brownish spotting around that time.

With this pregnancy, I had very light red spotting very briefly. I thought nothing of it because it happened the morning after BDing with my DH. As it turned out, I had a vanishing twin. The bleeding from this was much less underwhelming compared to my SCH with my DS3. Bleeding from vanishing twins can vary- it depends on the gestation.

FX so hard that this is a very healthy sticky bean you have growing in there!

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[Pbn3]

Just thought of it Iwant4kids well remembered SCH and googled lolhttps://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170407/04875c6ed03b68daa7ef699f89ee6a70.jpg

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[Pbn3]

Hahahaha xxforhubby!!!! I seen your post as mine posted lol

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[AshFind]

That's fantastic Iwant4kids but I'm sure nerve wracking!
Bfn for me 11dpo. Hubby was trying to keep hope he asked last night when I was supposed to start and I told him between Sunday and Tuesday and he said of you have a long time then why are you testing so early. I tried to explain how tests work but I'm not sure it sunk in lol. Maybe I'll get a New Years baby!


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[Pbn3]

I'm sorry Ash :( sounds as though you have a wonderful supportive husband.

I am going to sleep (or try) now that my mind isn't trying to remember what the bleed was called 😂

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[IWant4Kids]

Thanks XX and Pbn3! My friend has me freaked out that I'm having an ectopic pregnancy?!? I'm only 4 weeks, so a scan would show nothing yet. I'll just keep getting bloods done and if anything drastic happens I'll go to the ER. I was wearing tampons as I thought it was AF, so I'll monitor the blood in a pad now.

Ash - DHs are funny aren't they? My DH always asks, did a Dr tell you that? I should just start saying, yes, as he believes nothing unless a DR says it. Still hoping for you xo

[dancingdiva88]

What a crazy week for you iwant4kids! I hope it's nothing sinister like what your friend mentioned with an ectopic. It could definitely be the SCH as posted above.
Keep us posted and wishing you all the best.

[AshFind]

Pbn seriously after the last couple bfns I have had I feel like I will sleep better!


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[momamia4]

Iwant4kids, your numbers would not be doubling like that if it was ectopic. It seems like a SCH to me. Huge congrats!!!

Pbn, I'm so excited for you!!!! I can't wait to see your test!!

I'm sorry Ash!! :bighug:

Maxim, Lola, Sky, and Dancingdiva FX!!

I had another temp dip today which has me totally freaked out. I'm hoping that maybe it's a second implantation dip. I guess only time will tell.

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[momamia4]

Here are my tests. The first one is from right before the trigger yesterday and the bottom one is from this morning, 1dpt (day past trigger). I'm 7dpo this morning and 8 days past my first trigger.
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[momamia4]

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[Lolabelle]

Haha Iwant4kids-my DH is the opposite-he feels like dr's don't know everything & that it's a waste of $ to go for every little thing...so he rarely goes to the dr! My DH is great, but also a know-it-all lol!! I sure hope it's not ectopic and some of these other issues these ladies mentioned instead!!!
Ash-I've already been looking up my next possible due date haha & it would be early Jan. Hope there's still a chance for our Christmas miracles-but if not, bring on the new year babies!!! Enjoy your vacation & try to stay distracted!!
Moma-is it testing time yet??
Pbn-I know you're off in dreamland, but hope you wake up to great news & that your dreams come true fxfxfx. Like Ash mentioned, it's prob going to be around 3:30 my time, so I'll be checking for updates constantly!!


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[XXforhubby]

So you triggered a second time, yesterday Momamia?


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[XXforhubby]

I'm loving your chart, Momamia! I wouldn't worry about small dips in temp (easier said than done!)! I had that this BFP cycle too.

FX so hard that this is your BFP!!

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[AshFind]

Can't wait mommamia! All you symptoms have been sounding promising!
Well Lola if next dd would be early Jan I may just still have a Christmas baby lol mine have came 1 week early, two have came 3 weeks early, and one has came 4 weeks early! I found the cutest shirt on etsy though for a pregnant Christmas belly! Hoping next cycle is ours!
And sky and anyone else who hasn't gotten their bfp yet!!


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[momamia4]

So you triggered a second time, yesterday Momamia?


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Yes, XXforhubby. It's to support my lining and boost my progesterone. When doing injectables apparently your lining can start to breakdown prematurely, so my RE likes to do a booster hcg to prevent that.

For anyone that didn't see my pic, it's a page back but I'll post it again. I had also posted a response to everyone there too. I'm hope it actually posted. I've been having problems with Tapatalk lately. It doesn't seem to consistently post my responses.

The top test is just before trigger yesterday and bottom test is this morning 1dpt.
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[AshFind]

I don't know anything about trigger mommamia but do you think it was still in your system on the top pic? How many days past was the hcg test?


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[momamia4]

Yeah, I do think it was still in my system. It was 7 days past the first trigger for the top one. Since I had a double trigger shot, it'll probably be in my system for two more days and now the booster hcg is in there too. I go in on the 19th for a beta hcg if af hasn't shown up by then. I think I'll know by like the 16th though. The line should start to fade out and then get darker again if I am pregnant.

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[Artisam]

Hi ladies, I've avoided the April 2ww as I stressed myself out symptom spotting so tried to forget about it!
How accurate are clear blue digital, anyone ever have a false positive? Fx for all x


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[XXforhubby]

Hi ladies, I've avoided the April 2ww as I stressed myself out symptom spotting so tried to forget about it!
How accurate are clear blue digital, anyone ever have a false positive? Fx for all x


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I've never had a false positive or false negative on a CBD pregnancy test! Did you get a positive?!?!


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[Lolabelle]

Artisam-I've never had a false positive on those tests, don't think that's very common unless on certain types of meds. I'm with XX, did you get a positive?! Do tell!! ;) And if so, what about a frer?
Moma-I must have missed your post-I was having issues getting on here yesterday. Can't wait to continue watching your test fade & then of course fx for a nice dark line!!
Oooo Ash-in that case you might have a Christmas miracle after all! If AF arrives on time, with my 26 day cycle, I'd be looking at Jan 14, then I'd have a scheduled c-section a week earlier..


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[Shannshaff]

Thank you for positing the pic Moma - I will be stalking to see the fade out and back in. ;)

Ash and Lola - sorry to hear that you think you are out. HUGS

Sky - enjoy that vacation an stop worrying about us here ;) (You too Ash)

Pbn3 - I will be stalking for your test pic when you wake up. So exciting!

Iwant - I am so sorry you are in the crazy limbo that I have been in. HUGS. It is so difficult. I started with a BFP on 9dpo and started bleeding 12dpo and it was a med-light flow with severe cramps. Lasted 5 days (I think) and all that time my tests got darker and HCG was rising. Scan at 4w showed *something* in my uterus. Scan a at 6w showed a Gest sac and Yolk sac and what I believe was and SCH (Dr was trying to describe it instead of actually saying the words - I think I know more than her) nothing else. So here I am almost 9w and still have no concrete answers. Hang in there. You never know. It could very well be an SCH since the bleeding was not that long. Praying for you.

[Lolabelle]

Shann-is your appt today??

[Shannshaff]

Shann-is your appt today??

It is Monday, but that day is also my 7 year anniversary, so I will be out most of the day. I may not be able to post until Monday night or even Tues morning.

[Lolabelle]

Please keep us posted as soon as you can!! Fx so hard that you'll be out of limbo soon & that *something* will be a very healthy baby!!

Also-enjoy your anniversary!!
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[Artisam]

I did an ic this morning, I glanced at it and it was negative (didn't leave it to develop) then I looked 30 mins later and there was a line (assumed evap!) . Opened the clear blue a few hours later and got a surprise!


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[Artisam]

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[AshFind]

That's fantastic artisam congrats!!


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[Lolabelle]

Yay yay yay Artisam-then you're preggers congrats!! Def not likely to have a false positive!! What dpo are you? Post your other test pics if you can! :)

[AshFind]

So artisam and Iwant4kids are the first to move onto the dec ddg .... not going to lie I'm pretty jealous


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[XXforhubby]

I did an ic this morning, I glanced at it and it was negative (didn't leave it to develop) then I looked 30 mins later and there was a line (assumed evap!) . Opened the clear blue a few hours later and got a surprise!


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Huge congrats Artisam! That's definitely a BFP! Woohoo [emoji322][emoji322][emoji322]!


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[Artisam]

11dpo...af is due in 2 days. I convinced myself I was last month it was first attempt and this month I hardly had any symptoms other than cramping after o and feeling nauseous the past 2 days.
Test pic shows fmu (I thought evap line) and the Others were 3pm when I did the cbd test.
December baby omg!


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[Artisam]

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[AshFind]

Is this the first day you tested? If so great job!


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[AshFind]

Ready to pick your brain lol sorry.
Did you temp? Use opk? E4d? One attempt? How was your diet and exercise?

Wondering if I'm going in to strong with the girl diet [emoji53] I know this is only my first month but I have 4 and only one took me a few month and that was after a mc.


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[Skyblue]

Hello Ladies. I can't stay away. [emoji12]
Artisam- Congratulations. That's a sweet bfp. Great news.
Shannshaff - Advance Happy 7th Anniversary! I really really pray that you get the best news after these super long wait. I just read your post and I can't imagine how hard this wait must have been. Rooting for you. Keep us posted.
Lola and Ash - Don't give up until AF shows which I hope doesn't and instead arrives a surprise bfp. Fx. Hugs.
Momma - Praying for the line to fade any then a super duper dark bfp line. Fx soooo hard.
Iwant4kids - Fx that it's what xxforhubby is saying and praying for a healthy sticky bean.
Pbn - I am praying with everything in me that this is your month. Fx fx fx fx fx so so so so hard.

I used my last frer with fmu today and it's a bfn. Boooooo bfn. I felt such bad pain and thought it's af and that I waisted the frer for nothing but af is on its own vaca this month. Still a no show. Seriously. Your body breaks all previous rules the first month you ttc. [emoji51][emoji51][emoji51][emoji51][emoji51] I now hope that Af show up and put me out of my misery. Sigh! I am on 12dpo and CD 30. Have a 28 day cycle almost every month.


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[Pbn3]

Hi ladies! I'm awake at this god awful time of 4.15am 😣 I have woken up and checked the time at least 10 times during the night. Don't think I'm getting back to sleep to I might get up and test lol. My temp a good hour and a bit early so not indicative of anything. Anyway I'll shut up now and go test!

Congratulations artisam!!! I cant see your pics but the clearblue is very reliable!!

Momamia this is going to be awesome watching your hcg fade out and in!! Maybe it wont fade much at all 😀😀😀😀😀

Shann what a loooong wait its been!!! You have superhuman patience and I cant wait to hear that everything is going great!! Enjoy your anniversary xx


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[Pbn3]

Tests are under the paper!!!! Countdown begins!! (That's my sons drawing 😂😂)https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170407/a25da7bfdb7a99ae6923f9e4ef217498.jpg

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[Skyblue]

Wow. The wait. [emoji51][emoji51][emoji51][emoji51]


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[Artisam]

Ready to pick your brain lol sorry.
Did you temp? Use opk? E4d? One attempt? How was your diet and exercise?

Wondering if I'm going in to strong with the girl diet [emoji53] I know this is only my first month but I have 4 and only one took me a few month and that was after a mc.


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Opks, one attempt (my 34th birthday!) think 0-1. My DS was first attempt so I was all frazzled when it didn't happen last month. This is the second month TTC. Been doing LE since November but not super strict. I take fybogel, skip breakfast and do exercise but feel like I could be much better with diet iykwim. I have lost a few lbs but cheated a fair bit over Christmas! (And some !) x


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[XXforhubby]

Uh, I'm waiting Pbn3 (tapping foot impatiently on the ground) [emoji6][emoji8]!!


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[Pbn3]

Bfn as expected 😕 going to try and get back to sleep!https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170407/4d8b569a1ce49013d18a8cfc5b04fd3f.jpg

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[momamia4]

Oh, Pbn. Huge hugs!!!!! I'm so very sorry!! I really felt like this was your month. Pm if you need some support. 💖💖💖

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[AshFind]

Aww pbn ☹️ so sorry!! Maybe it's just to early right! Only 10dpo could be a stubborn little girl not implanting early!


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[XXforhubby]

Boo [emoji20]! It can't be right. I'm willing AF to stay away with ALL of my might [emoji1306]!!


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[maximbella]

Pbn, HUGS!!!! 10dpo is still early though. [emoji17]


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[Lolabelle]

I'm sorry pbn! HUGS!!! BUT aren't you only 10dpo? As we all always say-you're not out yet!! Try to get some rest. See what tomorrow brings...tomorrow is another day, don't give up hope yet! We're all here for you xoxo


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[Skyblue]

Pbn - hugs and I am so sorry. Just know that I m more bummed than my own bfn. And I am still in denial. I feel it's early but at the same time I want you to know that you are surrounded with love. I have never felt so close to anyone in my life so soon. Love..


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[Skyblue]

Af is here. I m out ladies.


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[Artisam]

I tested yesterday morning at 10dpo and was bfp, not even a hint of a line. Fx for you x


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