Loveychoc
December 4th, 2011, 08:01 PM
I'd like to start by telling my personal story first and whether I could relate this with my project plan to sway for a desired DG (a DD) LOL.........
DH and I have long financial 'situation' where we've been hoping for 7 years to do a BIG house knock down and renovation, but recently decided to give it up because the banks have repeteadly rejected our applications for construction loan and I am not back at work on a full time basis so that means a reduction in our income, etc. However, this is something that we've been trying to achieve as the year went by for 7 years. We've been wishing and praying at every occassion. DH even saw a falling star year ago and wished for the construction to happen. I go to pray to my local church regularly and even did a special prayer for that, but God didn't listen at all. A moment after we decided to give up I felt upset and angry - although we realise that we dont have much cash sitting in our savings to re-build the house, but somehow we thought it could be possible by borrowing a loan from banks (isn't that what people commonly do these days?? I live in Australia Btw).
I am just very STUNNED and SHOCKED that after all these years wishing and praying, a simple (ok maybe also costly) wish to re-do our house would NEVER come true. Will I also go through the same disappointement next time I'm hoping for a desired gender? Will I get my DG if I follow the swaying plan correctly? Swaying and building the house are two different things technically. Swaying is more like 'tricking' your body into the state where it favours a certain gender conception and can most women can have an attempt to do it, but re-building a house cost a lot of $$$ and not every person can come up with big $$$ to start with and somehow we already knew the rebuilding project would be impossible with our financial situation although we tried hard to save up, etc... but for personal goals, aren't they meant to be the same things ie the 'basic' things that humans need... doesn't God see what his pupils need? I wish at every star, birthday candles, 11:11, etc for a healthy (or two!) pink bundles in my life ... if only wishes do ever come true.....
DH and I have long financial 'situation' where we've been hoping for 7 years to do a BIG house knock down and renovation, but recently decided to give it up because the banks have repeteadly rejected our applications for construction loan and I am not back at work on a full time basis so that means a reduction in our income, etc. However, this is something that we've been trying to achieve as the year went by for 7 years. We've been wishing and praying at every occassion. DH even saw a falling star year ago and wished for the construction to happen. I go to pray to my local church regularly and even did a special prayer for that, but God didn't listen at all. A moment after we decided to give up I felt upset and angry - although we realise that we dont have much cash sitting in our savings to re-build the house, but somehow we thought it could be possible by borrowing a loan from banks (isn't that what people commonly do these days?? I live in Australia Btw).
I am just very STUNNED and SHOCKED that after all these years wishing and praying, a simple (ok maybe also costly) wish to re-do our house would NEVER come true. Will I also go through the same disappointement next time I'm hoping for a desired gender? Will I get my DG if I follow the swaying plan correctly? Swaying and building the house are two different things technically. Swaying is more like 'tricking' your body into the state where it favours a certain gender conception and can most women can have an attempt to do it, but re-building a house cost a lot of $$$ and not every person can come up with big $$$ to start with and somehow we already knew the rebuilding project would be impossible with our financial situation although we tried hard to save up, etc... but for personal goals, aren't they meant to be the same things ie the 'basic' things that humans need... doesn't God see what his pupils need? I wish at every star, birthday candles, 11:11, etc for a healthy (or two!) pink bundles in my life ... if only wishes do ever come true.....