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Parying4agirl
November 4th, 2021, 07:00 AM
Sorry I have not been back on here since I got my positive preg results
Its been a tough few months. When i found out I was pregnant I was overcome with anxiety and worry about the babys health. Then whilst in the middle of renovating my pregnancy symptoms came into fullforce, sadly as I was reaching 3 months I got Covid and totally knocked all energy out of me. My 3 month scan was perfect, babys heartbeat strong and kicking its tiny arms and legs about which gave me reassurance. However having caught Covid I was waiting for my 16 weeks app to settled the worries I had. Unfortunately we found no heartbeat and baby had passed a few weeks prior. I went through a traumatic birth, which involved me going into theatre due to extreme blood loss, needing blood transfusions and all sorts. We buried our tiny sleeping baby. Im truly heartbroken, I know I wanted a girl but I had become more than content with any gender as long as baby was healthy. Sadly I didnt get that, its been so traumatic I cant get over the whole journey. 😭😭😭

atomic sagebrush
November 4th, 2021, 10:29 AM
Oh no how terrible, I'm so very sorry to hear this. Please let me know how I can help.

Girlplze
November 4th, 2021, 07:22 PM
I’m so terribly sorry for your loss[emoji3590]
I had a 11 week loss in July and I’ve been struggling lately. Hugs[emoji3590]


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Parying4agirl
November 5th, 2021, 07:14 AM
Thank you for your kind words
Sorry for your loss, I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesnt.

Parying4agirl
November 5th, 2021, 07:15 AM
The drs couldnt confirm the gender but maybe from the placenta testing they’ll let us know in a few months.
Here is my 12 week scan, any guesses? Ive been leaning boy from it43421

Girlplze
November 5th, 2021, 07:51 AM
Sorry I really can’t tell. Mine was my 4th boy. I have so much guilt on top
of everything!


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Parying4agirl
November 5th, 2021, 08:16 AM
Bigs hugs. We cant get away from the guilt. Its easy for drs to say it was nothing you did, but as I lay in bed I recall all the things I did and trying to recall the weeks before I got the news, should I have felt something, did I eat something I shouldnt have, did I miss my vitamins. Sorry I wish I was able to comfort you right now but I have no words. I thought after losing my first son I would be able to cope but this has been difficult on a different level. I just want to hide away.
Nothing with replace your loss but I pray some comfort in round the corner for you. If you ever need to talk in depth you can msg me. Xx

atomic sagebrush
November 6th, 2021, 02:37 PM
There is no gender clue from that picture. :heart: sweet baby :heart:

Parying4agirl
November 7th, 2021, 08:35 AM
Thanks for looking.