Well I suppose it is time to announce on my blog that I am PREGNANT!!!!! :bigsmile::

Still can't quite believe it.

I want to be able to write something interesting and worth reading but at the moment my brain has turned to mash potato!

I am scared and praying that my little jelly bean will stick! Will feel much better once my AF due date has been and gone.

So yes, WOW I'm going to have my fourth child! Scary but fantastic! :bigsmile:

I posted this in the forum but have copied it for my records. DH and I have decided that we cannot wait any longer and that we will be starting 'Operation Pink Bundle' as soon as AF arrives. EXCITING!!


Please evaluate my sway
Ok here it goes. I have been on the diet for over eight weeks now and after a bad day Sunday I feel I need to start TTC otherwise I might slip off the bandwagon. Apart from the Sunday I have been very strict on the diet I have lost nearly a stone ...

I've had a terrible weekend as far as swaying is concerned.

On Saturday I had some friends round in the evening. I wanted to drink wine but I managed somehow (despite all of my mates bringing a bottle) to stay strong and stick to vodka and cranberry juice. Roll on a few hours and a lot of vodka and cranberry juice later I was not so strong to say no to the massive pizza they ordered. Oooops.

The next morning I was a little worse for wear and DH persuaded me that breakfast ...

Call me crazy but the nearer I get to my sway the more I wonder to myself whether I am truely ready! Not ready for another child but ready to sway, ready to have all my future dreams shattered if I do get a fourth boy.

At the moment I have my hope and my dreams that a DD may be on the horizon. To be PG with a boy will put an end to that dream.

I'm not sure I'm ready to mourn the daughter I will never have. At least at the moment I have her in my dreams.

Ok I admit it.... I hate exercise! I would rather be sitting a ten hour mathematic examination than keep fit, it is just not me and I do not find it fun.

At a slim size 6 (uk) I have never needed to exercise. Anybody who knows me would burst into laughter if they heard my name even mentioned in the same sentence as the words aerobics or running!

I do walk a lot but this is not for the sheer joy of walking but necessary to escort my children too and from various nurseries/schools ...