mydream
Realizing what is important in my life
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, January 10th, 2012 at 04:17 PM (5124 Views)
Sometimes it takes something going wrong to realize what's really important in your Life. After 3 failed HT attempts in my quest for a girl, I could barely get out of bed for days , was saddened and truly unable to see all the good the universe has given me. since that last cycle I had a health issue that scared me enough to realize that my desire for a dd is just not as important and not all consuming as it was. Is the desire still thee - yes, will I sway- yes but I am beginning to come to a place of peace. I have missed out on a year if being with my boys the way I should have been b/c I was so busy trying to chase a dream ... That somehow what I had was not enough. For that I am working in forgiving myself. Maybe a dd is in my future and maybe not. But what I do know is all I have is this moment!!