[FONT=Verdana][COLOR="#800080"] Well its very very early days for us and ive already got such strong GD for a daughter. We havent even got a VR date yet, need to save up the funds which probably wont take that long once our finances are back on track. Im thankful that im blessed with my boys and DPs children, especially his daughter, its lovely to have a girl to spoil but i want MINE. I want OUR OWN. my OWN daughter, little fairy princess, all things girlie and pink.... ive started becoming a little obsessed in it. DP dosent help bless him as hes broody already and he really thinks we will have a girl, but if we do i just wont believe it until ive had scans and have her in my arms. I just want to rant and post on here all the emotions and worries. My main worry more than anything is about the VR op, i just pray its a success and then we can look forward to TTC and can sway. Im not going on at DP about swaying, im just filling myself with the fab info on here and just gonna do it. ive already lost weight and on LE at the moment, but im going to be extra careful when we hopefully ttc and also take vitex. i didnt realise vitex was agnus cactus! which im definately trying. in fact im gonna order some today as i want it to help me with my moods and cycles which have been a bit irregular since i took some antibiotics for a UTI back in november, :( :( anyway thanks for reading if you have i just want to vent in here xxxx [/COLOR][/FONT]