Today I had my counselling session and my baseline scans.

Scan went ok - 10 on the left, 9 on the right, so AFC of 19. Phew. Cautiously optimistic but waiting for the rest of the pretesting to know for sure, won't know that till June 24 for my followup.

My counsellor shocked me - she really thinks I should go full steam ahead with HT and PGS to get my girl. It seems I managed to get a counsellor who clearly has GD herself, though she had infertility struggles and never did have a bio child. She has step kids and step grandkids now, and she totally gets GS.

So that's great but a little scary, LOL. Part of me was hoping that she'd talk me out of it....

The heart wants what it wants and there's no denying it. So we're back to getting to HT as soon as we can.

This cycle's plan will be to finish the Femara and do the monitoring. It's gonna be really hard not to try but the information is still valuable. And trying to cycle ASAP somewhere!!