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Realizing what is important in my life

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Sometimes it takes something going wrong to realize what's really important in your Life. After 3 failed HT attempts in my quest for a girl, I could barely get out of bed for days , was saddened and truly unable to see all the good the universe has given me. since that last cycle I had a health issue that scared me enough to realize that my desire for a dd is just not as important and not all consuming as it was. Is the desire still thee - yes, will I sway- yes but I am beginning to come to a place of peace. I have missed out on a year if being with my boys the way I should have been b/c I was so busy trying to chase a dream ... That somehow what I had was not enough. For that I am working in forgiving myself. Maybe a dd is in my future and maybe not. But what I do know is all I have is this moment!!
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  1. nuthinbutpink's Avatar
    I'm sorry you had a health scare. I hope all is well. True, there is nothing like a little perspective to jolt you back to life! I've had plenty of perspective thrown my way lately so I can relate to how you are feeling. I wish you luck with your new journey!
  2. Minnieme's Avatar
    Thanks so much for sharing, so sorry you have had a health scare, but it sounds like you are in a good place. I too don't know if a daughter is in my future so I am too working on being thankful for what I have, an amazing husband and two totally gorgeous boys. Wishing you all the very best and thanks for posting x
  3. jils04's Avatar
    Im so glad you are back. was really worried about you. I was just devo for you.
    Im glad you are getting some peace and I wish you all the very best for your future .
    Big hugs
  4. future_mom's Avatar
    take care