Do any of us really know what comes next in life...we don't! We plan, we think we are prepared and yet we are not.
Yesterday I was at a birthday party and learned that a woman within the circle of my friends - her husband died suddenly, young and left behind 2 beautiful children and a wife. How does she go on? God knows, I think at times I couldn't go on without a daughter? that just seems so unfair of me at times. One would think that puts life in perspective. At times, it does and at times depressed feelings try to creep in.
I have no clue what is next for me...a girl? a boy? no more children? I think I might just stop planning and see where that takes me.. wouldn't that be fun for a change?