Aww I know how you feel. I was just talking about this the other day. The fact that after you lose a child (through miscarriage etc) you also lose your sense of innocence and enjoyment of a normal pregnancy. I know I'll be on egg shells the entire pregnancy bc of it. I am envious of friends and people I follow on social media that are so comfortable and secure with their pregnancy. Like that nothing will ever go wrong. I used to be like that I suppose.
Anyway ... I hope you feel better soon. Xo
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