I want to start off by saying I am absolutely thrilled baby is healthy and we got all nuchal labs back today and they were normal so no amniotic stuff luckily. However, it feels like I got a knife through my heart all over again when they said it was a girl. I already knew it was a girl and til they said anything I didnt realize that I had been hoping the early sneak peek was wrong. I'm just a mess all over again and feeling like I've failed bc I swayed all in blue. I dont know what to do. I obviously will love all my children but I'm so done with the comments from family and it breaks my heart knowing my girls will grow up hearing the same shit I did. I plan to break the cycle but man is it hard when even family talks about the negatives of all girls and how I'm the only cousin that isnt a "boy mom"
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