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**hakrueg** · October 7th, 2020, 07:50 AM

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**ProudMom90** · October 7th, 2020, 02:36 PM

Im so sorry Hakrueg that you didnt get the results your so truly longed to hear.
It’s so difficult, all the emotions plus the hormones rushing through your body, mind and heart.
I truly hope that you will slowly feel better each day. I am happy that you are on this site though, so you have us who listen to you without judging or saying those stupid cliché things.

Im really anxious too. I have to wait until 14 weeks to find out the gender, but the way things are going over here now with covid-19, it might happen that all non-medical ultrasounds will be forbidden again and we will have to wait till 20 weeks. I pray that wont happen.

I feel so guilty about thinking so much about the gender, just hoping and praying for it to be a girl all the time where I feel I should be praying for a healthy baby first. Of course I pray that this little one will stick and grow to be a healthy bouncy baby, but I would lie if I didnt pray for a healthy, bouncing baby girl in my arms in 8 months time...

It’s so stupid but I have all these thought in my head saying I have to focus on what I desire for it will help me get it (it sound really stupid I know) but I therefor don’t dare to think about another boy. Im crying right now because I feel like such a terrible person thinking that. Boys are cute and my son is the sweetest little thing in the world... why do I so desire a girl?
I know that as a child I never got to be a child. I was put in foster care at a very young age and before that was the mother of the household looking after a mother with all kinds of mental health disorders. I went from home to home but never really had a warm or nice family. Thankfully I do now. But when I have a girl, if I have a girl, I want to give her the life and the things I dreamt about:
A bow in her hair, a beautiful dress, toys to play with a mom, dad and brother who would love her, a family to grow up in.. I would braid her hair with love... she would be a loved daughter.

But like you say @hakrueg its better to think that isnt the case because maybe then It wont hurt so much... but darn, my heart wants it so bad😔

**hakrueg** · October 7th, 2020, 03:51 PM

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**hakrueg** · October 8th, 2020, 09:51 AM

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**Slingers** · October 8th, 2020, 10:06 AM

Hi Proudmom, did I miss the great news? Are you pregnant? Saw your message.

Following all of you strong woman. So exciting to read all the outcomes. Hoping to be in the next due in... topic!

**ProudMom90** · October 8th, 2020, 10:07 AM

Love the name💕

Im worried today... 5+4 today and i decided to take my temperature today. Last week my temperature was 37.53 - 37.76 (99.55 - 99.97) during the day and around 37.1 -37.2 (98.78 - 98. 96) first thing in the morning... today my temperature DURING the DAY was 37.23 (98.97)... so scared this is a bad sign😢
Is it normal for your temperatur to fluctuate during pregnancy?

**ProudMom90** · October 8th, 2020, 10:09 AM

Yes! Our first month TTC so I was so surprised and am so happy but today Im feeling a bit low due to temperature (read previous message)

Hope to see you with a bfp Soon too!!

**hakrueg** · October 8th, 2020, 11:27 AM

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**Slingers** · October 8th, 2020, 11:41 AM

Congratulations, sorry you feel worried about your temperature fluctuation. Know little about that.

**g.pooja812** · October 8th, 2020, 12:21 PM

Originally Posted by hakrueg

Feeling a bit better day by day. Thinking of the name Rowan Elise.

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I am glad you feeling lil better now! And yes name is so beautiful

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