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June 23rd, 2012, 11:05 PM #1
I am becoming depressed
I have been trying for 13 months, and I am pretty sure I am out this month. You would think that since it is taking me so long to conceive I would just want a baby, boy or girl, but the longer it takes the worse my gender desire is getting. I am becoming someone I am not proud of. Very jealous of all the other women I know having girls (and I know A LOT of them). Every time someone announces they are pregnant I know it will be girl. I just have this feeling my next will be a boy, and I have gone through all of this for nothing. Then of course there is this fear that I can't have another baby because it is taking so long to conceive.
After this cycle I have to begin to see an RE and I am sure they will want to do IUI's and I know they sway boy. It is not that I wouldn't love my son, because I KNOW for a fact that I would, I just want a daughter so badly.
Thanks for letting me get this out.
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June 23rd, 2012, 11:08 PM #2
What have you tried to sway Kasey? Have you tried Vitex yet?
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June 23rd, 2012, 11:10 PM #3
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June 23rd, 2012, 11:18 PM #4
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June 23rd, 2012, 11:20 PM #5
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June 23rd, 2012, 11:23 PM #6
Last edited by Butterfly Spirit; June 23rd, 2012 at 11:34 PM.
Age 7 5 MC May 2012 BFP June 2012 My ~*Princess*~ is now 3 yrs old! MC May 2015 Chemical June 2015
DS#3 Arrived in April
I love my Rainbow Baby with all my , She took a year to conceive! Thank you GD!
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June 24th, 2012, 04:18 AM #7Banned
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I know exactly your feeling......did 2 times HT both with severe fragmented embryos. So hard to get pregnant with them. The second time we decided that our son deserves a sibling so we put back 2xx and 2xy (we wanted a girl). We hoped that a girl would stick and if there was a boy too it was very okay. No I'm 13 weeks pregnant with probably a boy. It feels like I'm the only one who did HT and gets back with an opposite of what I really wanted (okay we knew it was a possibility but why do I have always bad luck?!?!) I'm so jealous of other HT women who gets what they want.....It feels for me the same that I deserve that girl after doing HT.....
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June 24th, 2012, 10:51 PM #8
I understand what you mean....you probably feel even more desperate for that little girl because now there a potential threat of not having anymore at all. Someone without GD wouldn't get that probably....but we probably all do!
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June 24th, 2012, 10:53 PM #9
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June 25th, 2012, 03:53 AM #10Banned
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Kasey that's exact the same feeling I have so it does make very much sense!!! Hugs!
2 weeks before. Keep in mind that many people think they actually sway blue and WANT to be on them for their sway. OPK are fallible. We use them because it's the best technology we have, but...
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