I ache for her

[iluvmy4sons]

I hope you all get to experience having a daughter. I felt the same was as atomic.

[Prayingpink]

This all made me tear up. I try to explain it to my husband why it's so important to me and i feel like he looks at me like I'm insane. I don't think he really got how badly I long for a daughter til I started my sway. My whole life style has changed. I'm terrible with dieting and give up easily and am so bad about taking supplants. But since I so desperately what to hold my daughter in my arms I am sticking to this and have been for over a month. I'm willing to try anything if it means I might meet my baby girl one day. I do realize though that Gods plan is not always our own so I'm trying to relax and just do what I can to increase my chance of receiving such a beautiful gift.

[1+2+3boys]

What a beautiful name. I hope you get to have her xo

[Adia]

What a beautiful name. I hope you get to have her xo

Hey you! Where have you been? I've missed seeing you around here!

[1+2+3boys]

Hey you! Where have you been? I've missed seeing you around here!

I have been taking some time off from the website so I can try not to think about wanting a daughter so much. At the momment it looks like number 4 wont be able to happen as I had planned due to not being able to afford it. In the mean time I find it easier to act like I am done and to try to come to terms with it rather than using so much energy hoping. I have mostly recovered from Post natal Depression but need to avoid triggers if I am having a hard time with life like not enough sleep and struggling with housework etc!

Nice to know I was missed! How have you been? Are you pregnant!?

[anothercuppa]

So.... I decided to buy some gorgeous pale pink paint to restore an old side table. It looks beautiful. If anyone asks I can pretend it's for the corner of my bedroom when I get a new TV, but really it's for her bedroom.

I thought I could get away with it. But while my husband is away on business for a few weeks I seem to have been gripped by the obsession. I think it's because the table turned out so beautifully, I just thought - ahhh, I'll just take advantage of the end of the sales and get a few bits.

I'm now about half way to having a full on girl's nursery room.

I feel like a CRAZY PERSON. I am a crazy person!!!!

I've filled the room with loads of drying laundry so you can't see too much, and if anyone visits I can say, oh don't go in there it's just storage and laundry right now.

But really - I've opened the floodgates and gone a bit mad. And now I know that if my spring sway goes blue, I'll crash even harder.

But I can't bear to hide it away. It's her room now...

(Also I think I have toothache from the damn skittles on this LE diet )

[anothercuppa]

(Posted just so you know that there are people WAY more unhinged - I think you sound way more in control than me!!!!!)

[zibibbogirl]

My advice to everybody waiting is to remember that you are just waiting. Believe she is coming, buy her things, name her, visualise her. I know some of you may be scared to do that but I honestly think it helps. And when she does arrive it will be exactly as you imagined, just like Atomic says. My DD feels like she has always been with us because I made room for her in our lives (not a physical bedroom, but in every other way). If you build it, she will come.

[Mumof3boysAUSTRALIA]

I am so glad I am not alone. I long for the day my husbands says 'yes' we can go HT, but its not likely to ever happen. I just hope time is on my side as I am only 30...

[Abifasc]

I feel the same way. I hope we both get our daughters!