I am struggling with our decision. We are half way through the process... already did the testing and the next step is to get on birth control and I am just so indecisive right now. I wish I could leave it up to fate but I know this will be our last try. I am just so nervous about risks and everything. Good for you for making up your mind and going through with it... I need to decide within the next couple of days bc AF is showing up and need to start BC!