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    I'm SO thrilled mydream, May WAS/IS your month! Congrats again, and it was a very ~*Happy Mother's Day*~ for you indeed! What a wonderful day for a BFP!!!!
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38 -have 2 beautiful boys--praying for a little girl. Going HT. First IVF cycle- no normal females to transfer :(


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when is enough ...enough?

by mydream on January 27th, 2012 at 01:15 PM
I know that answer is so different for all of us.
For me it came after my 3rd cycle that didn't work.
I feel like ever since then..God has been sending me little reminders of how truly grateful I should be, how truly blessed I am. I am glad to get these little jolts of reality every now and then so that I don't stay stuck in the past. Its funny because for the last year HT was an obsession, a focus, something to think about, post about every day, numerous times per day, now I find

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what comes next?

by mydream on January 23rd, 2012 at 12:46 PM
Do any of us really know what comes next in life...we don't! We plan, we think we are prepared and yet we are not.
Yesterday I was at a birthday party and learned that a woman within the circle of my friends - her husband died suddenly, young and left behind 2 beautiful children and a wife. How does she go on? God knows, I think at times I couldn't go on without a daughter? that just seems so unfair of me at times. One would think that puts life in perspective. At times, it does and at times

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Realizing what is important in my life

by mydream on January 10th, 2012 at 04:17 PM
Sometimes it takes something going wrong to realize what's really important in your Life. After 3 failed HT attempts in my quest for a girl, I could barely get out of bed for days , was saddened and truly unable to see all the good the universe has given me. since that last cycle I had a health issue that scared me enough to realize that my desire for a dd is just not as important and not all consuming as it was. Is the desire still thee - yes, will I sway- yes but I am beginning to come to a place

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I am just so sad

by mydream on December 11th, 2011 at 05:04 PM
After 3 long cycles of IVF and getting one 24 chromosome normal girl for FET, my journey has ended. I have gotten the dreadful BFN on HPT. I am going for beta tomorrow with little hope that some divine intervention will take over.
At this point, I have been sobbing for 2 days. 1 day I just stayed in bed the entire day. Why me? why didn't this work. Talk about a blow to your self esteem. Here I had this normal embryo put into an optimal lining and nothing. Now all I get to do is walk away

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Just want to cry

by mydream on August 15th, 2011 at 08:19 AM
..that is how I feel this morning....after waking up at 1:30 in the morning with anxiety and being up for 3 hours total before going to bed..tossing and turning...crying...going online.....I am just numb today. I know some of this may be PMS but so much of it is old feelings of 2 failed cycles creeping in...wondering if this is it? is this the cycle that will bring me my dd or is this the cycle that breaks me ...that ends up being a failure and I have to walk away with nothing? I just don't know.

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