I stayed up last night ordering all of my supplements, so in a few days I'll be all set for my sway. I'm not in the least bit nervous. I figure I'm going to do the best sway I can, try to get pregnant and go Team Green until the end.

I am determined that this will be my last pregnancy. I don't want anymore kids after this, and I know my husband is depressed about having to work all the time. I want a life beyond swaying. I really love this website, but after a time I almost

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I got my personalized sway.

Crazy? Maybe. DS4 is not even one month old. But I don't have the luxury of time. I've got to get pregnant sometime soon, or I will just age out, like old cottage cheese.:giggle:

I'm glad I bought the personalized sway because it's so detailed AND personal. I didn't expect that, I guess. I'm going to be able to do this. I'm sure of it. I'll be able to stick to it.

After I sway for perhaps a year I will go on to HT.

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This has been one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make, and I'm still not sure that I'm right. But it feels right, and I just have to go with that feeling.

I have mentioned before that DS2 is severely autistic. He will need care his entire life, and that care is expensive. While we could probably afford IVF and PGD, there is a part of me that feels like I would be stealing funds from DS2's care. And I just feel bad about doing that.

I'm at the point that

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My blog posts keep coming up as moderated blog posts, so I'm looking to see what I'm doing wrong...or different.

I'm thinking of another pregnancy. This time with IVF. Am I crazy? Probably.

Surprisingly, I got over my GD pretty quickly this time. With DS3 it was awful; I didn't think I'd ever feel the same again. When I heard 'boy' a few days ago I was initially disappointed, true, but now I feel pretty good about it. It will be nice for DS3 to have a little brother!

The reason I'm even considering another pregnancy is because on the way home from the scan DH said, "I

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