Originally Posted by
ABC.2606
Thanks Desi :) I am... OK. Some days are better than others. The past couple of days have been pretty hard and I've been crying a lot. It's a process I guess. The HCG isn't gone completely from my system yet - I'm still getting positive HPTs and I have to get another HCG test on Monday. So that's frustrating. We're now also waiting for results from some blood tests I had done last week by a fertility specialist to see if there is a blotting clotting disorder or chromosome issue - so that is stressful. So, hanging in there. Thankful for this community though - as I told Pbn3 the other day, I feel in many ways that I'm getting more support from here right now than from many of my own family members. For example, you specifically checked in on me today, when my own father and stepmom haven't checked in on me once since I had my D&C two weeks ago. I'm finding that with recurrent pregnancy loss/infertility, in addition to the heartache of the pregnancy loss, also comes with strained family relationships. It's been interesting. People who haven't experienced these kind of losses/ pain don't apparently understand just how hard it really is to go through. So thank you for checking in :) It really does mean a lot.