I read one of Atomics essays, and I'd like to find it again, but I don't remember which one it is. In it she talks about how to get the gender you want all it might take is simply getting pregnant. I like that essay a lot. That thought has been going through my mind the past few days.
Maybe to get the girl I want, I just simply have to get over my fears and take the chance and get PG again. I'll have a shot that way. Otherwise I'll never have her.