Lost my baby

I started spotting at 5 weeks exactly and went to the doctors. They had me come in for bloodwork and repeat ultrasounds. While the hormone levels were high and increasing appropriately they could not see any gestational sac. They saw a fluid filled sac but no development. I had to have a d&c at 6w5d as they are suspecting a molar pregnancy. They have sent the tissue to pathology and we will know the results by next week.

It hurts so bad like my heart won't ever heal. It is my first pregnancy loss.

Soni, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
You are in my thoughts & prayers.

Oh Soni sweetie, I am SO very sorry for your loss. It hurts like HELL doesn't it. :sad:
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I hopped right back on Vitex and started Red Raspberry Leave Capsules
the next morning, if you want to heal faster and hop back on the TTC train. That's what I wanted to do. But don't rush anything if you don't want to, give yourself time to grieve.

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Nothing on earth compares to losing a baby! :(

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Originally Posted by BeadinMom

Soni, I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
You are in my thoughts & prayers.

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Thanks for your wishes, BeadinMom

I'm so sorry.

Im so sorry soni. There are no words for this situation. I hope you are ok :(

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Originally Posted by Butterfly Spirit

Oh Soni sweetie, I am SO very sorry for your loss. It hurts like HELL doesn't it. :sad:
:broken::sadflwr:
I hopped right back on Vitex and started Red Raspberry Leave Capsules
the next morning, if you want to heal faster and hop back on the TTC train. That's what I wanted to do. But don't rush anything if you don't want to, give yourself time to grieve.

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Nothing on earth compares to losing a baby! :(

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Thanks Butterfly Spirit. I am so sorry for your loss, as well. Just saw it from your siggy. I have not been on here for while with everything going on. It does hurt worst than anything ever! I do want my body to heal and to start TTC again but the doctor has said to wait for one cycle atleast. Does Vitex and Red Raspberry make it better?

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Originally Posted by nuthinbutpink

I'm so sorry.

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Thank you, nuthinbutpink.

Thanks, Cinss. I am physically okay. Still bleeding after the d&c but its like a light period. Emotionally, yesterday was my first day at work and everytime anyone asked if I was okay, I started tearing up. It was hard being back. But, it gets better every day. I am hopeful that this will not happen again.

I'm so sorry Soni