I feel so down :(

I feel that my gd is slipping back in!
I feel so sad
I keep thinking I've put my self in the same place I was when I was pg with ds3 and how evil people's word were and absolutely dreeding the next 8 months :(

Plus My sister told me the yesterday that when I was pg with ds3 she knew he was a boy my mum had told her!:( (she was pg with her 2ds at the time 4m behind me also announced it)
My Mum and dh were the only ones that knew he was going to be a boy until he was born she promised me she wouldn't tell anyone and knew how upset I was at the time, and as my sister oviously got upset thinking I might have a girl mum reassured her and told her! I feel so betrade by my own mum.
I aways thought we had a very close relationship and I believed I could trust her 100% I am a very loyal honest person, and would never betray anyone's trust I don't understand why my feelings are less important than my sisters! My heart is absolutly breaking :(
I don't know if I should talk to her about this or let it go!

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Sorry maybe I'm being so over emotional atm and this isn't a big thing but feel like I have no one to talk to and even more so now! Needed to rant! Xxx

You have every right to feel the way you do x x

I am so sorry that you are feeling down hun! I am sending you big hugs...

Thank you. big tears now xxxxxxx

Aww...no tears!! :( It was wrong...your mom should never have done that. And honestly, your sister shouldn't have hoped that you were having another boy. That's terrible and definitely something I could see happening in my family. I really wonder about some people. Jealousy is such an ugly thing and it's even worse when people feed into it.
I am so incredibly sorry you had to endure that. XX

it so lovely to have this support it's truly appreciated such kind ladies thank you
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I;m sorry you are having issues with your mom and sister. It is so hard! I hope things get better for you all and your pregnancy is a happy one. :hugs:

I am sorry you are feeling that way I would be very upset as well if my mom does that. My husband and I agreed that no one would know about doing IVF to get our boy, promised and always thought the I told my mom, well he just told his friend who I am friends with his wife who has two girls as well, now she keeps asking me if I am pregnant every phone call. I am acting like she doesn't know about our HT, but I am sure that her husband told her and it won't surprise me if I see her in my doctors office for the same reason. So I know how it feels when one of the closest people to you betray you or lie to you. I am very mad at DH and just decided to refuse to go out with his friends family.
Pink dust to you and big hugs, I would say just let it go don't talk to your mom about, after all she is your mommy and I am sure she didn't mean to hurt you in any way.