I feel like a terrible person...
I recently found out that I'm pregnant with a girl and I haven't stopped crying since. I have a 13 month old son at home and was desperately hoping for another boy! I have always wanted 3 boys. I have never desired to have a girl. I was never close with my mom growing up, and I already have 5 nieces. I'm not girly, I don't care for the drama that little girls bring and I just never pictured myself having a girl! I was so hoping that since the two will only be 18 months apart, they would both be rough and tumble little boys! I'm so sad. I feel like I don't even want this baby anymore! I feel terrible for saying that, especially since it took me a couple years to get pregnant with my first. I am greatful the baby is healthy, and I thought I would be okay with having a girl. I just can't seem to control my emotions and my husband thinks I am being completely unreasonable. Anyone have any coping strategies that have helped?