Conflicting feelings

I am in my 2ww, and I am ok with whichever gender. I swayed pink, but I'm totally ok with having a boy.
Strange thing is, I CAN NOT shake the feeling that I will have another girl. I have had dreams of delivering a baby girl at home, if it is a girl she will be named after my sister and every time I think about that a song comes on that my sister would sing, I ovulated late and it happened on the anniversary of my sister's passing, today at work I had session (photographer) and the baby's name was the same as my sisters, even the middle name. EVERYONE keeps telling me they're signs that I will have a girl.
I am even almost disappointed that it might be a girl when I got myself all prepared for a boy.
I'm seriously all over the map on this LOL