Not going to TTC a girl for a while )@:
Well we were going to TTC a girl in May. I am going to weight watchers and was doing the L.E diet but the past week I have been really ill with stress.
I cant find a stable part time job as no one wants me to work for them due to my medical history(4 ops, stress, chronic asthma) (Apart from dodgy estate agents who expect me to drop leaflets for 11 hours for £50 and a rich person who is to posh to pick something out a bag themselves or go to a normal super market.....yes I'm being serious. Then they have a go because I wouldn't have their cat at mine while they are on one of their many cruises. I'm allergic to cats and he poo's on the floor every day!)I've finally had enough. So I'm really stressed about that and having no money.
Then just to make thing worst ....I'm doing a maths and English course at college to try and better myself. Maths is great but English is awful. I have been getting A'S and B'S for the course work but the teacher is leaving and her teaching lately has been, well ,crap to be honest. Then last week we had to study a poem. The problem was it was along the lines of something bad that happen to me. I have been battling with post traumatic stress for about 16 years and it has only been after my last lot of treatment I've managed to get a bit better but this poem has sent me right back. I've been really depressed all week ,had bad nightmares and been binge eating! I mean eating 6 chocolate bars in one go and anything else I can get my hands on and drinking loads of sugary tea,(I hate tea) so, yes, er Not good for a girl sway.
So for now I'm just going to have a normal healthy diet with added vitamin tablets (still lose weight though) and try and de stress. After ,when I'm better I will go back on the L.E diet for 3 months and hopfully if I have money then buy a personal plan. I will get my girl one day but now is sadly not the time.
Hoping I don't sway blue though eating good for a while then doing L.E plan again.x
