8 week u/s yesterday showed a big empty gestational sac.
My heart feels the same way. They said the sac was measuring 5 1/2 weeks, and there was no baby or matter or anything in there. I just knew it, the second that picture of the sac came into focus and there was just a black void, I knew it. My heart just sank and I could tell the sonographer was worried too. They have me scheduled for another u/s on May 3 to see if maybe, just maybe, I was dated wrong and the baby was too small to see, but I am pretty sure they were just trying to give me some hope. But I know when we conceived and when I got a bfp, so like I told my DH, unless he has some invisibility powers that our child is already displaying, whatever was in there is gone and resorbed or whatever. They want me to wait it out to see if I pass it all naturally. My body still thinks there's a baby in there apparently, as I still have touches of nausea and big sore boobs, etc.
So, this is failed pregnancy #2, in a row. I'm not sure what to think. I'm not sure if we should try anymore, because I just can't do this many more times. I don't trust that if I get a bfp, that it will actually materialize into a child. I just feel so old and broken. And where did the baby go? What happened? Thanks for listening. I wasn't sure where to post this, but this forum seemed the best place.
