Actually I did scream. Really loud. I feel like I am killing myself doing everything I can do for this sway that is 2 1/2 weeks away and DH is just taking it all as a big joke. He enjoys taking steaming hot showers and baths. So I have asked him to stop for the sake of the sway. Last week he took what I thought was his last bath (because he told me it was) and while I am in the middle of my workout I hear bath water running. So I think to myself he must be giving DD a bath because he wouldn't seriously be taking one himself. So I go look just to see and sure enough there he is sitting in a bath so hot that a normal persons skin would fall off. So I start screaming at him and he says it's for his injured ankle and blah blah blah. So there I am screaming at him about how if it was for his ankle then he should be sitting on the side of the tub with his ankle in instead of his testicles! I am screaming at the top of my lungs about his testicles. So then he starts laughing at me. But I am literally enraged right now. 2 1/2 weeks away from our first attempt and he is boiling his sperm away. I could cry. I actually probably will in a second. I feel like I am going insane. And now I feel like he has just shot our chances. :( and I honestly don't feel like I am over reacting. I am putting everything I have into this sway. I am putting on weight and I am so hungry all the time I am practically eating us out of house and home and there he is obliterating his balls! Ugh ... is it stupid for me to ttc this month now after what he did? Can icing them help at all? Because I would love nothing more than to ice his nuts right now let me tell you.
