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Anxiety.....Is this baby REALLY a GIRL?!?!?!
Ok I know I am probably being extremely irrational but maybe it is because I am about to give birth to my 4th and final baby in just 5 DAYS!!!!! I have the Nursery ready and all the clothes washed and ready, I've had a baby shower, and I have given away ALL my baby boy clothes. I am completely ready for my sweet baby girl to enter into this world and join her 3 older brothers in our family!!! The problem is I feel my anxiety taking over, I feel so scared that I have believed these scans 100% and haven't even held back a little bit just in case she is actually a HE!! What will I do if the doc says "its a BOY" when the baby is born? I don't want to be heart broken, I am worried all the excitement of getting ready for a my baby girl made me forget that I was first told this baby is a BOY, so there might still be a chance they were right with the first scan right???
I know I am probably freaking out over nothing but the anxiety and fear is starting to take over the excitement I should be feeling (it doesn't help that I am on complete bed rest, so I have a lot of time to read horror stories about scans that have been wrong). Please take a look at my scans and let me know if you see anything that could make you think boy!!!
14w3d scan
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Here is my 21 week scan with a collage of different shots. The one that says "I'm A Girl" makes me a little worried, it looks a little busy there, and the one in the upper left corner worries there may be a tiny tiny tiny penis sticking out (the middle of the 3 lines).
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I have had 2 scans since the 21 week scans and both times I was told girl, but because I was first told boy and because I already have 3 boys I'm really struggling to believe this is truly a girl and I don't want to be full of anxiety and fear during the birth!!!!