Not as strong as i thought i was...antidepressants time :(
Last year I had my 7th boy. I want a girl so much it hurts. I feel desperate wish I could go high tech but can't afford it. #8 is pushing it and it will be my last and final time trying. I'm not trying as of now because I'm not ready my baby is 8 months and I'm still breastfeeding,on the mini pill. My period hasn't returned so I doubt I'm even able to conceive just yet. I definitely want to do the LE diet next sway to the fullest! I'm so depressed due to things in my life past,present but a lot is due to GD not getting my girl after so many boys. I thought after having boy #7 I was at peace but it only lasted a few months now the sadness and depression is back. Seeing everyone around me have girls makes me sad because I can't feel the same joy. I can't experience a mother daughter relationship that I never had. I'm getting on antidepressant and weekly counseling starting tomorrow and hope I can start feeling better. I want to tell the counselor about how I feel about wanting a girl but I don't know if she'll think I'm crazy or something. I just hope and pray someday I'll get my baby girl I so longed for to heal my broken heart :(