Having a hard time with 4th boy at home...
I am having such a hard time with connecting with my little boy and bieving that he really is a boy. At the beginning of this pregnancy we found out that we were having triplets. This was a total and complete shock. At out NT scan at 11w1d all 3 looked great and based on nub we were pretty sure that the 2 identical ones were girls and the fraternal one was a boy. Since triplets is a high risk pregnancy, I was seeing a MFM every 2 weeks. At our 13w scan we found out that the identical pair had passed away. I was heart broken that we lost 2 of our babies and it really struck me hard that they were girls. At our 15w scan, the remaining baby is looking perfect, but devinitly looks like a boy. I am struggling with having another boy and the fact that we lost our girls. :( I am not sure why I am posting other than to get it out and hope that by my anatomy scan next week, I will be able to enjoy my little boy more.