Introduction from a mom of 3 boys.
Hello Everyone,
I'm just dropping by to introduce myself.
I am a mother to 3 wonderful boys (10, 4, and 15 months). I have been pregnant 4 times. My first pregnancy was a girl (with my ex) and I lost her at 20 weeks due to incompetent cervix. I have longed for a daughter ever since. I never thought I would not have a daughter some day. I didn't think that would be an issue. But, after 3 boys in a row, I'm kind of thinking that the whole 50/50 odds thing is skewed a bit toward boys, boys, boys for me and my husband. I'm also beginning to think that my husband has no girl swimmers in there. Hey, I've been pregnant with a girl before so....:nyd: he has yet to produce, lol jk. I have experienced my share of gender disappointment, mostly right after the ultrasound tech says, "It looks like ANOTHER boy." :rolleyes: Just great! Another boy.... Well a week, or two, maybe three of crying and I'm over it. But before that pregnancy ends I'm already thinking about the possibility of the next. And this is coming from a woman whom only wanted 2 children. But, then came boy #2. Wait a minute. What happened to the plan? Where is my daughter? And then (surprise) we were pregnant again, which would be the absolute final one. My tubes were definitely getting tied, burned, removed, just no more. Until, we found out it was yet another boy. So, now I am absolutely ready to dive into swaying because really, 4 is it. My husband had to be talked heavily into just one more time. Heck, I had to talk myself into it. Because, even if we produce another boy, we are done. But, i know the dreams of her beautiful face and the grief of never getting a chance to meet my precious little girl will never go away.
So, this October, I will begin actively trying to sway pink. I need pink dust, pink prayer, pink miracles, rainbows and whatever spiritual, magical, and scientific know how to accomplish a successful sway.
Help, last chance at my baby girl.
locsofboys
