Feeling so sad

Someone I know after 3 little boys is having a girl. I recently had a miscarriage, I really wanted to give my DD a sister. I don't know if that will ever be but it just is heartbreaking seeing everyone I know always having girls. Especially in my family everyone has girls. Why can't I just get pregnant with another girl. I know I should be happy I already have one, but this desire I guess won't go away, even trying to hide from it and pushing it aside, it always comes back.
I just really hope God will give me another girl next time I become pregnant. Which I am taking time off and started birth control pills. Will be waiting to stop birth control around April.
I'm already sticking to the LE Diet, and mostly that all I will do. I was swaying the best I could and had a miscarriage and a feeling it was a boy.

Ok venting over. I just I'm feeling down

Bless you hun. I know exactly how you are feeling. I look at my little girl and feel so blessed to have her (as I do with my boys) I know a lot of people would envy what I have as not everybody is lucky enough to have at least one of each but I do still yearn for another little girl, for myself and my dd. I think all we can do is take stock of what we have, appreciate it and just hope we get what our heart desires in the future. Xxx

Very true! It just so hard at times