Am very upset with my sway attempt, have been up since 4am thinking about it
I feel so disappointed in my sway attempt I am making myself feel sick. I was so excited with my BFP on Friday but have now started thinking about how my sway was nothing like I planned. I haven't needed antibiotics for years and took them in the days leading up to the attempt. I am very sad that I put so much effort into my diet for many months and feel that I really stuffed things up trying for pregnancy just after finishing antibiotics. Atomic said that she doesn't believe antibiotics sway, but I haven't found one person who swayed girl after taking antibiotics and I can't shake this feeling that having a girl is near impossible for me now. I didn't take antihistamine for the attempt like I was supposed to, only aspirin because I had it on hand. I think I may need to book in to see a psychologist as I really feel terrible. In the months leading up to my attempts I came to feel at peace about whether I had a boy or girl as I felt I was doing everything I could manage for my sway. I love my little boy so much and know I will feel the same about my next child. My problem now is that I will feel totally to blame if the sway doesn't work out. I'm sorry, I realise I probably sound like a crazy person. I haven't had much sleep! This isn't like me at all. I realise how lucky I am. I have a friend who has done more than 10 IVF treatments and would kill to get pregnant as easily as me. I'm not looking for sympathy, just tips on how to get myself out of this crazy state!