As I was just weighing up whether to continue...BFP!
After 4 long years of lurking and almost 12 months on LE I've got my BFP today!
In complete shock and not got my head around it at all. I'd told DH I thought this should be our last ever attempt, this little bean obviously heard me!!
Thanks to Atomic for all your support and guidance. You do brilliant things here for brilliant ladies! My sway was rubbish by the end and I'm convinced that if this pregnancy is successful I will be having my third boy-lucky me. I feel I have reached acceptance of my life and situation. I am a very proud Mummy of two adorable boys and a third would be absolutely fantastic.
Wishing you all love and luck-hang in there if you're still trying or feeling low. Life can bring surprises we could never have predicted.