Not as planned but still hopeful!
Well, my swaying kind of went out the window this week. I had been doing good with losing weight (5lbs in 2 weeks), lowering blood sugar, limiting meat and salt, lots of CL, and taking fiber. Then my mom called Tuesday morning and told me my Grandma had passed away. We left Wednesday for a 10 hour drive to FL. At first I was just ready to skip ttc this month since I was due to ovulate Friday or Sat but them I just started thinking what better way to honor my Grandma, who ADORED my boys. Just seems right to go down and say goodbye to one life and come home with a new one. We 1 BD in on Thurs night and my opk was a blazing pos on Friday. We also bd'd Sat night so I may have done o+12 by chance. It was a very hard and emotional time and thinking about ttc made it all a little less painful. My Grandma loved my boys like crazy but I know she always wanted me to have a girl so maybe she put in a good word for us :) I never ate breakfast while there but we ate what friends brought so the diet kind of stopped. I did keep up with the CL and fiber. At this point I'm just praying we caught that egg! It seemed like I had more O cramping (on one side one day and then the other side the next) than usual so maybe we'll get twins! DH would probably faint but I would be thrilled :)
