Hello! I've been a stalker for years but I broke down and decided to join the conversation. I'm 33, DH is 34. We have 2 beautiful boys and I've always longed for a girl. We lost a boy at 22 weeks in between our boys and this winter we were trying again. I can't tell you how overjoyed I was when I found out in March that we were having a girl!!! I attribute a lot of it to the advice I've read here at gender dreaming (stalker style). My DH and I thought maybe since I'd finally have my girl we'd be done after this pregnancy. My sister was having a girl at the same time and everything was better than I could ask for. Then tragically at 17 weeks, I once again watched the stillness on the ultrasound and the lack of that beautiful little fluttering heart. Our daughter had been taken away from us. When she was delivered she had the cord wrapped tightly around her neck 3 times. I always thought she'd be a ballerina, she was just twirling too much in there. I grieve both of my lost children and I'm still excited for my sister but I can't help but feel that my chance to ever mother a little girl has been taken from me. I'm desperate to TTC again and although I would love any child, I can't help but wish for those little pink clothes I bought to be used by another girl. Please wish us luck!!!!
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